Feel the heat/ Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Not very happy with my result. however there were surprises. =]
And it's my first time getting R5 <20>!*looks at adeline*
1)English:C6 Im not very happy with the C6. I tot i could have did better. Judging by the fact tht more than a quarter of the cohort for 4E scored an A and the passing rate is like 96+% Though all along i've been saying i juz needed a pass. however, now thinking abt it... it takes almost HALF of my r5! waste man! :( However, Im still glad that i pass my english! :))
2)Humanities:A2 HOHOHO! i have never never never never since sec 3... NEVER scored an A! for humanities. I have never even scored a B.. neither C. HAHAHAAHA! those on my result slip it's ALWAYS the same result.. a F9.. SO! from F9 to A2... BIG BIG HUGE jump! Very surprising bcos I didn finish SS last qns for SBQ and then hist i really wrote crap for the SEQ second qns. I dun even noe what they were asking abt.. however.. i still manage to get an A!!! :))
Ngiam, our last min study at airport quite useful ah! 3)E maths: A2. SIGH! big big big sigh! after moderation.. A1 is 88! :((( A2 is ard like 82? WAH! but omg! I've got an A2. sigh man! I wasted on pt. I could have do better... Bcos of tat bastard! Pull my confidence rate down.. BEFORE AND AFTER THE PAPER! :( aiya! but.. never! at least still an A2.. but no face arh! MY fav subj taught by my FAV teacher leh! :(
4)A maths: B3 A BIGGER SIGH! i tot i would have Ace it! I was so so so confirm that it was easy! aiya! dunno wat happen also! wasted some points here also! :(( if not i could have go MJ! or NYJ! but nvm! SRJ is also not bad! :)
5)Science: B3 IM very happy with a B3. Bcos I knew i screw up my physics... I knew i wrote nonsense. Mayb that was why i didn get A! more than half of the cohort for 4E had an A! lol! But well, im happy with B3! :)) i tot i would have an C6! Thanks to all the studying, all the reviewing, all the TYS-ing! :)
6)Dnt: D7 Needless to say. onli 48% pass! do u think i will end up in the 48%? hahaha! Well, just that i feel really sad. cos i told ms goh.. i will pass my dnt! :( I DID! in prelim! but now.?! sigh man! The paper was really easier than the sch's! but no idea why didn score. hmmmm But.. nevermind.. It's okie. LOL! fact that.... i've never want it to be in my r5! and.. my mum also said it's okie! Putting so lil effort in my project work i got D7. some ppl put in LOTs and LOTs of effort she got a C! wat's the diff? Neglecting other sujecT? ah! same as ngiam! Wasted my saturday morning! Wasted the lil effort tat i really did study for once. Wasted my money on electronics but.. thinkin i dun want to use it. MA FAN!
7) Chi:B3. i didn want to retake! so.. yea!
r5=19 r4=16
2A, 3B, 1C, 1D
SRJC! SRJC! :p
im thinking of you!
8:24 AM <3
>>>
Feel the heat/ Monday, February 05, 2007
This is to... *u
:))
Glory of loveTonight it's very clear
Cause we're both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone
CHORUS
I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero
Your've been dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we did it all
for the glory of love
It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will save the day
Take you to my castle far away
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreaming of
We're gonna live for ever
Knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
We'll live forever
Knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
We did it all for love
im thinking of you!
11:46 AM <3
>>>
Feel the heat/ Saturday, February 03, 2007
Internet is such a amazing things. You will get to know of different people from different website. different programme that allows u to play games. Different program like Msn, yahoo messenger, icq, irc to let you know more people. My point is.. we can widen our social lifestyle this way. Amazing isnt it? However, there are more bad ppl den gd ppl on the net. Trying to con people's money. or juz.... pervertic ppl. But then, yes. there's still a handful of nice and caring people who have a nice heart to make more friends..
Juliet met Romeo on the net. They became very nice friends. very close friends. They understand each other well. Romeo was actually a not very decent person. however still decent compared to some really pervertic guys. Every guy has his urge isnt it? :) So Romeo and Juliet would always go online just to chat with each other and they appreciate each other and really enjoy each other presence.
One amazing and bright day, Juliet had already fallen for Romeo, and then the bad news came crashing on her!! *omg* Romeo broke the news to Juliet that he actually has a girlfriend already. Of cos Juliet act as if she's alright with the news and she act as if it didn affect her. At the moment of time, she already had blur vision and den.. it rolled down her cheeks. She decided to wait.. wait for the day when he's single.
Romeo on the other hand was sad too. Firstly because he and his gf has problem already. Secondly he doesnt want Juliet to be sad. However, he told the truth to Juliet becos he doesnt want Juliet to fall for him even more. But Juliet just couldn't get out of the hole already. Then, Romeo came out with this promise "Juliet, we'll get married if we're still single in 10 yrs time, okie?" Of cos Juliet without thinking said yes. Juliet so wants to cheat in this promise. She doesnt want to get attach. She knew it's dumb to fall in love with some1 she barely knew.. but it's juz this...cannot-be-describe feeling.
One quiet night, Romeo broke with his gf after a usual phonecall which he will always make. As delighted Juliet can get, she was sad as well. Sad that Romeo is sad. However, she's very happy to a certain extend. Then, it came crashing to her again. The next day... On a tuesday evening... Romeo told Juliet " I couldnt sleep for a night and also i thought through the whole day... And.. i...." Juliet cut him and told him " I understand. Dont worry i'll be fine" As strong as she wants to be, she just keep looking at the sky... Then again, she tasted the salty-ness... it just couldn stop flowing.. However.. she still put on a mask. Trying to be strong. So that Romeo would not have to worry about her.
Romeo felt very bad. He felt as though it's his fault. The fact that Romeo didn force Juliet to like him. Romeo even did ask her not to wait for him. Juliet just didn want to listen to Romeo. Juliet starts getting emotional every now and then. Romeo felt very sorry. He had this feeling that juz cant be describe. Is it a feeling of guilty-ness? A feeling of sadness? or just simply.... feeling bad? He doesnt know himself too. Romeo had this tiny tiny feeling for Juliet also in fact. However he still love his girlfriend. The fact that he loves 2 person seems so unreal to Juliet. Not that Juliet mind about this issue. Just felt uncomfortable about it.
Juliet then starts to think that she shouldnt make Romeo so troubled and all. She doesnt want Romeo to break with his gf. Then she decided she'll try to forget about Romeo, however.. no matter how hard she try.. She just cant. Becos to Juliet, Romeo is already a very very very impt person in her life. Romeo on the other hand couldn really make a decision about who he really wants to be with. Who he see himself living with in the next 50yrs. Bcos Romeo simply jus love both Juliet and his gf.
Juliet has to wait. She kp waiting and waiting and waiting. Not that she dont mind waiting, but Romeo is always there every night without fail to cheer her up. To clear her doubts. To hear her whin. To let her cry on. To let her complain. To let her vent her angers. All in all. He found himself doing everything to cheer her up. He doesnt want to see Juliet sad. And He doesnt mind Juliet's every single feeling and action.
Romeo has been a very nice guy. A very gentle and caring guy. A guy that almost extinct on earth already. Juliet was so happy to found him. Tat's also why she insist to wait. She believed one day.. regardless this life or next.. Romeo would be hers. And forever hers. Everyday.. Juliet will recieved an email from Romeo without fail. She's afraid that this will be a burden to him.
Romeo, I know u're reading this. Romeo, thanks for being there for me. Thanks for letting me Emo. thanks for cheering me up. Thanks for the email every morning. Thanks for letting my stress all gone at night. Thanks for giving me word of encouragement. Thanks for giving me courage. Thanks for picking me up when im down. Thanks for ur constant care and concern. Thanks for reminding me to eat. Becos of you, i learn to take care of myself and not to make u worry. Becos of u, i know how it feels like to be loved. Regardless what my friends or ppl around me would say abt this lame and dumb friendship, i'll still hang it on. Becos of u. Becos of ur charms. Becos of your lil love.
Romeo, Im nt perfect. I have my flaws too. Though I know u always say that im not a burden, irritant or demanding, but i know im too dependant on u already. And.. i want to know every lil issue in ur life too. Every small lil issue.. small matter in my life.. i jus want to tell u. I know it sounds so absurd. but...... Romeo, Im sorry if i've really irritate u in a way or another. Giving u more problems and more troubles.. I know i can be as naggy as u. Please pardon me alright? The fact is becos.. i care too much for u already.
dash dash (enter) less than three (enter) C!
u noe wat i mean! :))
im thinking of you!
12:40 AM <3
>>>
Feel the heat/ Thursday, February 01, 2007
Hmmm.. i guess i will never be a waitress for the rest of my life after i quit.. I just.. dont fit this job. i rather see myself as some office lady rather than waitress. okie. at least i have the experience! hmmm.. it's not that it's not gd lar.. but.. they practically hired us(me and manhong) to stand at the door. So wat? 4 hrs? 5 hrs? I rather take order and serve and clear lor! And somemore.. conflicts between bosses and manager. WAH! so irritating lor! :(
So prolly 8 more days before result is out. and my heart keeps beating like damn fast. LOL! im so excited and scared lar! I mean.. i didn prepare well for it. Well, i didn do my best! So... my decision now is.. no matter how is the result. no matter where i end up in. i'll study hard and make sure i get into NUS! lol. my dream is to get into NUS arh! and i want to get in! LOL! so i will die die die die study hard in watever school im going to.
Piano.... hais! changed teacher already! im very sad abt it. The fact that i've stick to this teacher for so long alr. and now suddenly ask me to change teacher. i cannot de lor! i want a gentle and wun scold teacher. and not someone that will scold. i scare is tat errrr.. tat fierce one.. i dun want!! :((( And i definitely will miss my ex-piano teacher! she's the nicest!!! not like some male teacher the other time! so irritating lar he! make me cry! basket! i will remember him like FOREVER!
Shireen! I dont know whether u will read this post.. but sorry i cant celebrate ur bdae with u. i've got to work. my apology. really really sorry!
Daddy Weipeng! sorry also.. i noe i have said i will make it for the concert! but.. really.. i cant make it.. tat stupid irritating restaurant cannot let me off tmr! im sorry! really really sorry!
im thinking of you!
10:29 PM <3
>>>
Feel the heat/ Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Okie. It has been very very long like 10yrs ago i actually sit down at my com bother to go to blogger.com and click on to log in. And then to blog about something.
My last post was 10yrs ago. LOL! which is like wat 13th jan? LOL! failure sia! i lost the mood to blog! which actually no one reads it lar. So.. i mean.. why bother? aiyo!
Work has been quite sucky. I really cannot tahan XXX and YYY always scolding OOO! they think they so great then u do it la. always come so late den scold OOO onli! wah! i think he does a great job lor. den u all onli come here and eat. WAH! so great sia! Den interview that time so nice.. now like wolf like tat! :(( Otherwise, working would be so much more fun..
Remember that day wah! i got lost sia! dunno where i was.. it should be... tuesday if im not wrong! yeayea! tuesday! crazy man! Mrt stop service. den i was like "huh?!" den alighted at aljunied! i dun even noe how to go home lor! walk and walk and walk.. ended up at geylang?! I dont know how i manage to do that.. but yea! so quickly flag a cab! felt that.. that day work is wasted. cos of taxi fare. and all.. though not very ex lar! the fare is like my one hr pay! :(
Talking abt this! Wah.. very tong xin leh! The fare now is like 65cents per feeder bus. then...the rest is like count by stages.. wah! i so sad u noe! everyday mrt.. den it's like i'll spend $3.50 per day leh! :((((( Now it's like i have to top up $10 every 3 days! and it's from my own pocket le! wah..Lucky i work at Fellus the other time. if noe i would have died! well, anyway.. Fellus was a much better place to work at. with much nicer boss! lol! yea. and handsome one too! HAHHAH! :p
hmm... Result should be out in 10days time. If not.. den 17 days! well.. but i think i'll prefer it to be out in 10days time! hmm. im scared lar... i noe i will do badly.. but! OMG OMG OMG! it's coming out lar! my maths! :(((( i have a feeling it's a B! and i will really cry if it's a B! :(( Im so dying to go to a JC lar! juz gimme 15!!! 15 will do! i can at least still get into SRJ! not a great JC.. but.. at least... i think it's a not bad one. Hmm. though i last time say look like christmas tree. LOL! :p
i hate ppl scolding ppl when it's not their fault. AS in.. A scold B that it's B fault. but actually it's A's! so irritating lor! i dun want to say it in detail. but u think u did nth wrong? **T**! u were the one that came into his life. if not.... we wun have.............. nvm! shouldn cont! :)) im a nice person who always forgive. So both of u are forgiven! and i dun want to pick any fight or push any blame to anyone. It's partly my fault. but hello! u are at fault too! shut up woman! :))
Getting quite tired already la.. I think i have to go practise my piano! Very long time since i touch it. the fact that my work is always stressing me! tat i always feel like slping!... so didn have the time! and today i off mah! so here i am! :))
Adeline, i've updated!
Baobei Minhua, dont have to cancel the scene! :))
im thinking of you!
10:19 PM <3
>>>
Feel the heat/ Saturday, January 13, 2007
Shurks i remember im suppose to post something up abt r/s but... well.. im lz! urgh! and basically, nigel alr did it.. SO..... i dunno wat to write after seeing his alr. To see his post: here's the add
http://thelifeofnigel.blogspot.comI find it rather meaningful la. well... so anyway... i've got one sentence i think it's vry nice. :)
"Never frown when you're down, you never know who's falling in love with your smile... " quoted from some email. So yea! every1 should smile! SMILE! SMILE!
im thinking of you!
12:11 PM <3
>>>
Feel the heat/ Thursday, January 11, 2007
没有方向没有日夜
我看着天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
GuangLiang: 都是你there's one promise which i hope it wouldn be broken. :)
Let the past be the past and let's not think abt it! 2007=new yr=happiness
I want to be happy this yr! I want to be very happy this yr! So.. no sadness shall overwhelm me! LOL! tat's so nonsense. booo! hahahaha! but yea! let's look at things at different perspective lar! den everything would be fine! Every problem has it's solution! don't worry! we will be able to overcome our fear! See, im crapping so much alr! woah! LOL! tat's so nonsense.. Im talking nonsense becos no one bother to read my blog. and no one cares. and also becos im BORED! so.. yea! let me rattle rattle non-stop. LOL! EH! those who read till here, pls tag my board! LOL! Im curious who actually read it lar! so yea! :)
So, work has been fine with me. I've learnt how to smile! HAHAHAA.. nonono. i mean serve ppl, take order... And stuff like that lar. But tiring man! however fun lar! Nothing much i can grumble abt. Cos looking at people laughing and smiling is really cool and fun! :) it brighten up my daY!
Im always working with my lucky star! manhong, but she has horn! LOL! she's like a devil! cos whenever she is ard, there's no customer! HAHAHHA! :) SO, i love working with her! slacking while working! hehehe! u slack but get money! HAHHAAHAH!
Okie, i shall blog tmr! well, topic abt relationship! LOL!
im thinking of you!
10:27 PM <3
>>>
adeline