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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, February 28, 2006


Common test = less than 2 days!

Sharks! Maths got 15/22
OMG!!! ARH!!! im crazy!
wasnt feeling well today..
WAt's more..?
My Dnt folio sucks! urgh! :( i got like UNGRADED!
ARGH!!!
Can i drop DnT pls????????
I cannot tahan already!
one week 3 hrs.. and somemore need to waste so much time on folio
AH!! somemore i got like FAILED grade?
Why waste time on something that i wun do well?
I WANT TO dROP!!!!!

Debate was on.
5/2 won! We didn read the qns correctly thou.
WE lost with pride.!
COngrats to 5/2!
but i still think izzad shouldn be the best speaker..
i also think that ameera spoke better than him
Well.. Nevertheless! congrats to him
4/3 representative (Tryphoza, Jonathan, Cleo, Khairul)
u all did well too! :)
We got out of point.. if not i think we would have won..
urm...
At least we learnt something out of this debate rite?

Got to go study for my CT liao!
Ciao~!



im thinking of you!
10:34 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Sunday, February 26, 2006


Super moody today
becos of stomache+cramps=cannot tahan

I just recieve the news..
I cant be in GOH becos my exam for grade 5 theory is on the same day
and!!! it's 10am!
HAIS!
Last yr in Ncc cannot be in GOH! eeek!! :(

I said i will study today rite?
i did! :) yea!! im so prepared for E maths common test!
CT1!! top 10?
HAHA!! i dun think so liao! cos every1 striving hard..

YEsterday nite chat with melvin and huifen till like 1230..
we started at [09:31:27 PM] . *// huifenn #. ragdoll. i thank God for my dad and mom. has been added to the conversation.
3 hrs sia!!
okie.. was very hyper last nite i alsodunno y..

im a Guai kia okie..(melvin agreed)
[10:39:55 PM] ~Melvin~ I c: but she very guai leh
[10:40:02 PM] =fl=` ::????: hahahaha
[10:40:32 PM] =fl=` ::????: lol
[10:40:45 PM] =fl=` ::????: thank you! im a guai kia

HAHAHA!


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(campus superstar)

Fever for CS..

Geraldine aka handsome ger:
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Zhi yang:
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Yiyuan:
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Teresa:
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LAST BUT NOT LEAST! ADRIANO:
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these are the people that i think will win.
Their singing not bad.. not like some onli win bcos family rich.
Actually i also support yu yang.. but...
NVM!

**cramps cramps go away**

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im thinking of you!
11:58 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Friday, February 24, 2006


Long time since i've blog..
Everything seems fine in school..

I've got rather lz somehow..
well..BUCK UP!!! :(
my english has been failing! and it is saddening.
i cant afford to fail english for O level!
AH!!!!

Today had 2hr and 40mins of mrs cheong lesson..
LOL! but it passed SUPER FAST!
ooo! she drew a pengiun(?!) and saidthat it was orang-utan!
hahaha! was super funny lar! :P
DnT of Ideation due today and i've handed it in.

Lesson was till 1240 for 4e3 today!
Miss tan isnt here that's y!
:)

below are 5 meaningful and emo stories:HAPPY READING!! (courtesy of bertrand)

1)
From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background and the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset.

With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love thru emails and phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to loss her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same, except for the ringing tone of the phone. This pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions and millions of reply, countless of phone calls. All the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learns sign language and started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. Girl was shattered. When she opens the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.
He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. "I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled."

*Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give.
*Treat every moment as is it's the last day, and then you'll know how to treasure.



2)
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived. Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you," Vanity said. "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?" Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."



3)
One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love? How can I find it?"

His teacher answered, "There is a vast wheat field in front. Walk forward without turning back, and pick only one stalk. If you find the most magnificent stalk, then you have found love."

Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with empty hands, having picked nothing. His teacher asked, "Why did you not pick any stalk?"

Plato answered, "Because I could only pick once, and yet I could not turn back. I did find the most magnificent stalk, but did not know if there were any better ones ahead, so I did not pick it. As I walked further, the stalks that I saw were not as good as the earlier one, so I did not pick any in the end."

His teacher then said, "And that is love."

On another day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is marriage? How can I find it?"

His teacher answered, "There is a thriving forest in front. Walk forward without turning back, and chop down only one tree. If you find the tallest tree, then you have found marriage."
Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with a tree. The tree was not thriving, and it was not tall either. It was only an ordinary tree.

His teacher asked, "Why did you chop down such an ordinary tree?"

Plato answered, "Because of my previous experience. I had walked through the field, but returned with empty hands. This time, I saw this tree, and I felt that it was not bad, so I chopped it down and brought it back. I did not want to miss the opportunity."

His teacher then said, "And that is marriage. You see son, love is the most beautiful thing to happen to a person, it's an opportunity but you don't realize it's worth when you have it but only when it's gone like the field of stalks. Marriage is like the tree you chopped, it's a compromise."



4)
It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up, we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet and he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kind of thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home, I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.

I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "Meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport and that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?
I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.

The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "Today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.



5)
He was in the first third grade class I taught at Saint Mary's School in Morris, Minn. All 34 of my students were dear to me, but Mark Eklund was one in a million. Very neat in appearance, but had that happy-to-be-alive attitude that made even his occasional mischievousness delightful.
Mark talked incessantly. I had to remind him again and again that talking without permission was not acceptable. What impressed me so much, though, was his sincere response every time I had to correct him for misbehaving. "Thank you for correcting me, Sister!" I didn't know what to make of it at first, but before long I became accustomed to hearing it many times a day.
One morning my patience was growing thin when Mark talked once too often, and then I made a novice-teacher's mistake. I looked at him and said, "If you say one more word, I am going to tape your mouth shut!"

It wasn't ten seconds later when Chuck blurted out, "Mark is talking again." I hadn't asked any of the students to help me watch Mark, but since I had stated the punishment in front of the class, I had to act on it.

I remember the scene as if it had occurred this morning. I walked to my desk, very deliberately opened my drawer and took out a roll of masking tape. Without saying a word, I proceeded to Mark's desk, tore off two pieces of tape and made a big X with them over his mouth. I then returned to the front of the room. As I glanced at Mark to see how he was doing he winked at me. That did it! I started laughing. The class cheered as I walked back to Mark's desk, removed the tape and shrugged my shoulders. His first words were, "Thank you for correcting me, Sister."

At the end of the year I was asked to teach junior-high math. The years flew by, and before I knew it Mark was in my classroom again. He was more handsome than ever and just as polite. Since he had to listen carefully to my instructions in the "new math," he did not talk as much in ninth grade as he had in the third.

One Friday, things just didn't feel right. We had worked hard on a new concept all week, and I sensed that the students were frowning, frustrated with themselves - and edgy with one another. I had to stop this crankiness before it got out of hand. So I asked them to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then I told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish the assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed me the papers. Charlie smiled. Mark said, "Thank you for teaching me, Sister. Have a good weekend."

That Saturday, I wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and I listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday I gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" I heard whispered. "I never knew that meant anything to anyone!" "I didn't know others liked me so much!"

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. I never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another again.

That group of students moved on. Several years later, after I returned from vacation, my parents met me at the airport. As we were driving home, Mother asked me the usual questions about the trip, the weather, and my experiences in general. There was a light lull in the conversation. Mother gave Dad a side-ways glance and simply says, "Dad?" My father cleared his throat as he usually did before something important. "The Eklunds called last night," he began. "Really?" I said. "I haven't heard from them in years. I wonder how Mark is."

Dad responded quietly. "Mark was killed in Vietnam," he said. "The funeral is tomorrow, and his parents would like it if you could attend."

I had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. Mark looked so handsome, so mature. All I could think at that moment was, Mark, I would give all the masking tape in the world if only you would talk to me.

The church was packed with Mark's friends. The pastor said the usual prayers, and the bugler played taps. One by one those who loved Mark took a last walk by the coffin and sprinkled it with holy water.

I was the last one to bless the coffin. As I stood there, one of the soldiers who had acted as pallbearer came up to me. "Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. I nodded as I continued to stare at the coffin. "Mark talked about you a lot," he said.

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates headed to Chucks farmhouse for lunch. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting for me. "We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. I knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which I had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him. "Thank you so much for doing that." Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."
Mark's classmates started to gather around us. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home." Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put this in our wedding album." "I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary." Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times," Vicki said without batting an eyelash. "I think we all saved our lists."

That's when I finally sat down and cried. I cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The purpose of this story is to encourage everyone to compliment the people you love and care about. We often tend to forget the importance of showing our affections and love. Sometimes the smallest of things, could mean the most to another. Please spread this story around and spread the message and encouragement, to express your love and caring by complimenting and being open with communication. The density of people in society is so thick, that we forget that life will end one day and we don't know when that one day will be. Tell them, before it is too late.




6) NICE ONE!! READ!!

Tree

The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Over time, I started to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolor painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre- U. There was one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.

She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, and doesn’t have outstanding charm.
She was just a very ordinary gal.

I liked her. I really liked her. I like her innocence, frankness, cuteness, intelligence and her fragility.

The reason for me not going after her was because I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me.

I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.

She watched me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.

When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody went back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watched her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her and my eyes were filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.

The next day, she still laughed & joke with me like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she had something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know who the guy was. He had been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy and life. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I couldn’t show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.
When I reached home, the heartache is so strong that I couldn't stand it.
It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breathe. Wanted to shout but I couldn’t.
Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf
departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

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Leaf
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.
Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his
1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy.
The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.

But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well.
It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.
He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

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Wind
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her,there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I
walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she
appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree
I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this erseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4
mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have
declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my
girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm
nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a
taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door.
I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, February 19, 2006


woke up seeing miss-ed call from minhua hse..
5 times somemore..
den he called again..
i very tired arh! wanted to slp back.. but he kp saying go toilet wash face.
Sorry minhua! LOL! u had a diff time to make me slp and to wake me up!
paiseh arh!
Got ready by 910.
den went to bus stop to board SBS160Y thebus that min hua is on.
i wasstill very blur at that moment.. LOL!

Took mrt to meet eric..
HE JOKER ARH!
say on bus 135.. but actually is 154
LOL!
den later he say dun want to wait.. so took cab down.
went parkway walk den at 1040 like that we go kbox..
the person let us in...
den....eric started singing..

so... we spend abt 3 hrs there..
the food was nice but not healthy..
LOL! the ice lemon taste like got milk like that..
it was for $7 onli sia!

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minhua and eric.


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eric!


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our rubbish


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i feel like an extra there...


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ZHANG minhua! HAHAHA


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me!


okie.. no mroe pic..
so after k box.. cab down to find for aldila..
at paya lebar..
so we took the cab
THE UNCLE DAMN hip hop sia!
gahahaha..
there was this car that honk at him
den he suddenly say "nb! pipi!"

den.. eric starts to sing..
den he say.. wah! like that ah beng singapore idol arh! can go join Singapore idol this yr arh!
me: huh? wat ah beng? taufik?
uncle: no lar!! that ah beng...
me: huh? sly? he not ah beng lar!!!
uncle: u all haven hear me sing! when i sing, all the girls will be naked crying...
me/eric/minhua: HAHAHAHAHA
*uncle starts to sing*
me: uncle.. dun sing leh.. later i cry
minhua: HAHAHA later she naked sia!

merepek sia!

met aldila to go bugis
went buy movie tickets for them..
oo.. u noe the fountain.. eric ran pass it.. den middle thattime water suddenly come out
he was half wet..
den minhua ran.. but he not wet.. lucky timing rite.. no water.. LOL!

after that goplay arcade...
hahaha.. fun lar!! :)
went home.

WEnt bugis with mum.
want buy things arh
den so called meet with minhua they all..
lol! juz to say hi!
lol
den go search for bags.. hahaha.. :)

thanks to minhua, eric, aldila for making this weekend a happy one..
i cant go out anymore le.. i promise to study foro level!
well well! :)

first time to kbox was fun afterall! :)

so shj xt loogrxaj ltp arpgj. :(



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Feel the heat/ Friday, February 17, 2006


I WANT TO SLAP NGIAM!!
BUT SHE DUN ALLOW ME TO SLAP HER!!
U NOE Y!?!?!
SHE TAT TIME SAY B4 WHEN SHE TALK ABT HIM CAN SLAP HER..
DEN NOW DUN ALLOW ME!! :( WAT ONLI!

SHE HAS BEEN TALKIN ABT alton ALL THE TIME!
LOL! SHE IS CRAZY!!!!!!!



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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, February 15, 2006


HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!

TOday sucks lar!! cos the recess thing(luckily i didn hear) lar!!
urm.. other than that it's great...
Last yr in BEdok VIew DEcided to give CLOSE friends Gift..
for friendship day lar!! oo.. and jungyi that wand is super nice lar!
lol! EXPENSIVE sia.. me bert chih hao and kok hwee share lor!

anyway.. Got Sabo-ed by khairul..
ASs sia! he was eating sweet den i very bored..

Me: Ms Goh! Khairul Eating sweet....
Ms Goh: khairul?
me and khairul:cher!! minh!! minh also!!
Khairul: WAH! u sabo...Cher, FL didn bring notebook.
Ms Goh:*look at my book* Why is aniq book with u??
ME:*laughing* cher.. i forget to bring arh!
Ms Goh: Okie.. write 100 lines...
me:HUH??? *khairul was laughing* okie....:( wat to write.
Ms Goh: i will not borrow notebook.
HAHAHA

nth to blog abt lar!



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Feel the heat/ Sunday, February 12, 2006


Woke up very early..
aLso DunNo for wat reason... LOL!
Anyway!!

Met Manhong, JiaShan, Chih Hao, JungYi, Kok Hwee, Nadia, Nadia's sis
12PM at Bedok intER..
I was the 3rd person to reach.. i wasnt late
i didn noe chih hao and kok hwee behind sia.. HAHA
anyway.. left for bugis...
we also dunno go there for wat..
But anyway we saw Mrs Cheong..
She was shock to see us too!
She looked different..
haha! we sabo-ed chih hao.!! haha
WE said we came here to hlp chih hao choose Present for girlfriend
hahaha. :p

After that.. we go take neo print..
Den went Long John for lunch.
Junhong joined us...
den we go back bugis..
I saw one of my yankee2 mate..
BUt i forget his name arh!!
From anglican.. so didn call him..

After that we talk talk talk..
den go take 7 back to inter..
Wanted to go LEARN play pool..
but the guys said not enuff time.
so.. go arcade instead.. i didn noe that side arcade close down liao
Had to go to the full of lians/bengs arcade!
EEK!
den play racing.. den headed home..

After that went to have dinner.
at ECP. EASt View SEAFOoD restaurant(HOW TO SPELL?)
lol! cool sia!! the waiters and waitresses all so... hahaha.
Young, cute, handsome, pretty, blur
hahaahah! they dunno wat iswat..Damn funny sia.
so we were eating halfway den waiting for the spicy crab

this cute waiter with one earhole came(hlp me pour tea den check the paper where all the dishes we order are there) : ni de la xie hai mei chu ah?(ur spicy crab not here yet arh?)
Me: huh? ke yi chu lai de arh?(can come out one arh?)
Waiter: huh?
Mother:Haven yet..
Me: anyway u should say "ni de la xie hai mei shang ah?"(ur spicy crab is not serve yet?)
waiter: *laugh* okie lar!

FInish eating already..
settle bill time..

Mother to the cute waiter: na na na na mai dan(take take take take buy bill)
Waiter: huh? *think* ooo... mai dan!
HAHAHA! so classic sia!

Enjoyable day! :)



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Feel the heat/ Friday, February 10, 2006


There will be training tmr.
:)
no PT tmr.. cos the O level result release mah!
O!! talking abt nCC. WE got SILVER again! the guys drop to Silver.
AH! work hard guys! u can go back to gold!! :)
but happy arh! cos our score is ABIT a tiny bit more than the guys! LOL!

TOday was quite sucky..
i swear it is..
got scolded by mrs cheong.. as in the WHOLE CLASS.
it's because of a piece of paper.. :(
ar!!

i want to express my point of view now..

4E3'06!! 4e3iansPPL PlS READ
4e3'06 had gone thru together for at least a yr.. (3e3'05)
Time fly past really really very fast..
lAst yr we still can joke ard all that...
we are definitely a fun class..
All the rumours going ard..
How we Chiong to MRs CHeong class.
all that?
WE are used to it already..

This Yr.. we ALL are takingour O level.
ALL of us have the dreams to score 7As, 6As
and to the teachers, we are the class that they think we are the worst.
Are we? I noe we aren't..
To avoid scolding from teachers, do all homeworks la.
Once in a while is okie if u dun do arh. dun make it a habit.
We can also hlp one another rite?
For eg, Tryis gd in english, Ngiam is gd in Chinese.. COach each other..
Workign together will make us a more united class..
and WE will get result together! we would want to see every1 smiling when the results are release rite? dun we??
Let's work hard for our ultimate goals! O LEVEL!! WORK HARD!!:)

BOnkified:
HEY PEEPS!! it has been A LONG LONG LONG time since we get together.
Can we go bowling/cycling one day??
or juz hang out? LOL!
i miss u ppl! hahaha

Adeline:
OI!! very long nv go out le leh! are we still going to his hse? LOL!
Tell me when u free eh! go out!!LOL! :P

heiscutela.but,wewillnvbetogether.



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Feel the heat/ Thursday, February 09, 2006


im asked toupdate..
Nowadays really nth to update arh..
LOL!
nthin interesting happen...

DnT already make me so stress liao..
everything now is study study study..
:(

SOmemore got ppl comment say my blog not interestin mah.
Update for wat? and also hor..
Now watever we blog all restricted.. NTH nice to blog abt sia

o. mrs cheong said Bert is a GAY
LOL! and i sabo-ed minhua during english
COS HE CALLED ME A PUMPKIN!
bastard sia!

update soon!



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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, February 08, 2006



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