Im not being XXXXXXXX but cant u see or sense that i DON'T feel like going. I cant take it anymore! I cant tell u straight to ur face becos i dun want to hurt you. And i also dunno how to tell you becos i dun have the courage to! I've been rejecting you like 90% of the time since 2005. Sigh! Why cant u be like ur friend? She knows that her friend didn feel comfortable. Have you gave me chance to say no? You didn! U kp insisting me of going! We have different belief! SIGH! =[
im thinking of you! 8:56 PM <3
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Project Superstar 2 : M5 Daren (28th Dec 06)
hohoho! shuai!! he got the highest marks okie? and his dancing! WOOAHH! best among the 5
im thinking of you! 11:14 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Today was the last day of me and fellus company having a connection Becos i collected my pay! and yea! im so happy! LOL! though my pay was like $639 i onli got $300 + cashcard(which onli have $15 in it. =[[ needed it to pay my fines lar! as in, wat's tat call..... library books fine!) I want to return fines cos i want to borrow books! if not i cant! sadd rite? anyway, in search for my next job lar. but im scared to go for Job interview! Cos i can't talk! must overcome that lar!
These few days not doing anything except reading and watching "It started with a kiss" Zheng Yuan Chang very good looking lar!!! I want to go out!!! but no one to go out with! SIGH~ evry1 seems to be working(at least all my close friends are)...
Christmas was fun yet not fun! LOL! AS in, not those WOAHHH fun. Didnt go for any countdown. However on Xmas itself, Slack at Mr goh hse. I lazy to put the pic. bcos i haven transfer from my com ya? LZZZZZZ! Okie, so...... we went there we slack slack. then had steamboat.. yea! Xmas+Steamboat=GOOD. LOL! Then watch "one litre of tears" till we all cried! LOL! this show is super touching lar. It's abt a girl having this illness which cannot be cured. Then the guy like her... aiya.. typical story.. however it's a TRUE story.
After that had gift exchange.... LOL! it was fun though I didn noe how it goes.. LOL! so anyway, got a eeyor pillow lar. Played Uno stacko, then daidee then heart attack that's also when Lame sia joined us. (yes, till now i still dunno his name. LOL!) After that some of them went off and left with the blackies!(me, sock, manhong) apparently we were watching the SHE thingy lar.. den yea, we ordered Pizza! woooahh! When off at ard 9++ with Lame Sia also... THAT'S how i spent my xmas! LOL! at least it was better than last yr!
any1 want to go out?!?! LOL! library is the most welcomed place!
im thinking of you! 10:45 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, December 26, 2006
It Started With A Kiss MV
Zheng yuan chang very very handsoeme! =]]
im thinking of you! 10:05 PM <3
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It Started With a Kiss Ep. 30 (3/6) (Final Ep.)
like the way Zhi Shu describe love and marriage! LOL!
im thinking of you! 8:59 PM <3
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It Started With a Kiss Ep. 30 (6/6) NG
ZHI SHU VERY GOOD LOOKING! =]] It started with a kiss NG! =]]
im thinking of you! 8:58 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, December 22, 2006
Today went out with Xiaowei to watch this band concert. Its by Presbyterian High School Symphonic Band, Republic Poly Wind Symphony, Sembawang Wind Orchestra, Sembawang Symphonic Winds.
It was nice lar... the funny part comes after the Sembawang Wind Orchestra performed. It was intermission already la.. SOOOOOO............. One of the guy from the Sembawang Wind Orchestra(HE WAS playing oboe) came to talk to his friend who is sitting behind me and xiaowei la. OKie so... he was so handsome.. and i whispered to xiaowei "eh, handsome." His hair is those classic person who dont like to style hair.. long, center parting, sweet looking, face very smooth, den finger vry nice, smile very mesmerizing so yar.. VERY VERY HANDSOME... and.... den... his friend out of no where suddenly ask him... "eh, ni mei you qian jian tou fang ah?"(eh, u no money cut hair arh?) he answered, "wo shan ge li bai qian jian le"(3 weeks ago cut alr) den his friend was like "eh, bu hui kao wuei de meh?"(wun uncomfortable meh?) HAHAHAHA! so funny! den we laughed like super hard... but we tried to control cos he very handsome..
Den.. the intermission over. so now.. the Sembawang Symphonic Winds will perform. AND GUESS WAT! omg! me and xiaowei were laughing at... THE CONDUCTOR! omg! we so malu, cos he like so high post den we were laughing at him. so yea! was looking at him throughout the second half of the concert lar! LOL! he's really cute lar! :p his name is Mr Andrew Ng. He's Sembawang Symphonic Winds Resident Conductor.EH, but he is REALLY young. LOL! like 20+
Any1 free on 2nd Feb 2007? Watch a band concert by the Singapore national youth orchestra(i think) It will be cool! =]] Tell me tat u're free! yeayea!
im thinking of you! 10:02 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, December 21, 2006
Just found out that I've been using this skin for vREY VERY VERY long... Lazy to change and nothing nice for me to change! also, i dunno how to make my own "skin" so... stick with this... Till i really got nothing better to do eh.
Im like so jobless now la. However, im still happy that i didn continue tat sales job eh! Though the pay is GOOD! =[ anyway, ANY1 got lobang?!?! uhh, ShaoHong told me to work at NTUC. but like a bit weird. and i couldn make it for "interview" today becos i wasnt free. YES i went out to play. LOL! uhhh! where can i get another job? Im like alone already lar! sigh sigh sigh! Every1 has a job except me! BOOOOO....!
I need money....... my pay is only coming ard next week! SIGH AND I GOT NO ONE TO GO BACK WITH! double, TRIPLE sigh! =[[[[ After i get pay.. got lots of thing to do -$300 would go to my mum.(left with $339) -Weiting's Xmas present -Haikal's Xmas present -Khairul's Xmas present -XXX's Xmas present -my penpal's Xmas present -nic's bdae/Xmas present -Return Kaien money -buy myself a storybook which i've been wanting to buy! -Watch movie -I would not spend more than $100 here! (i poor arh!)
im thinking of you! 8:12 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, December 19, 2006
jealous/angry/sad
im thinking of you! 8:29 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, December 16, 2006
at the wrong time, wrong moment, most embarrasing moment.............. my heart skipped a beat! =]
im thinking of you! 7:45 PM <3
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Yesterday was the last day of work for me la. I dont wish to continue the sales call one becos, not comfortable... And i don't have formal wear. AND i dont have persuasive tone.. and also.. I dont(not gonna say this reason)... Ask me if u want. =]] Total working days:12days. Total money earned:$640.($200 alr spent on rebonding)
SO im left with like $440! Im gonna have a card... as in.. POSB. however, my mum doesnt allow me to have it. WELL WELL! :( okie.. i will take out $40 for xmas present lar! well, and i need money! hahaa! i guess! Kind of a pity to have finish the work. Tot we could stay longer.. well.. For some reason dont feel like leaving there. MOREOVER the pay is GOOD! very very goood! Too bad, I already don't wish to continue.. so.. well.. it's okie lar.. Now i have to find for some other job. with good pay! $6/hr. Any lobang?!?! well, i want to work till Midjan cos i want go holiday.... LOL! I want to earn money to buy myself an Ipod Nano(any1 want to sponsor?!)
Anyway, Yesterday was class bbq also! okie.. More than half the class was present lar! tat's pretty good isnt it? there's like....20? hohoho! It was fun.... well, i can say it's fun to a certain extent! LOL! Thanks Shaohong, you really did buy smth for me eh! thanks thanks! =]] and also shirla, thanks for the choker(however u spell it?) =]] The chicken was nice... cos i bbq-ed it... okie. not everything thou.. Anyway! THe biggest thanks is to BERT! thanks for organising it! Catching up with friends were great! Every1 left ard 9.30. LOL! it's the earliest time i've ever left at a BBQ. den most of us went 85market for Supper. WE asked Ms Goh there too! hahaha! She own the market okie! =]] LOL we had a marathon sia! LOL! so funny! :p After Supper Ms Goh drive me/sock/chih/queen/shirla homed.. LOL! so funny! chih and Ms Goh convo! HAHAHA! :p
im thinking of you! 4:14 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, December 09, 2006
Jeff Teay + Daren Tan nov 30
im thinking of you! 8:17 PM <3
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绝对 Superstar 2006 - Daren (断点)
im thinking of you! 8:14 PM <3
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hello. i miss u my friend.
im thinking of you! 8:02 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, December 06, 2006
waited and waited. still waiting... im still waiting...
seems like no matter how long i wait, you wun know how i feel. perhaps u do, but i noe u're scared of me/afriad of me. What can i do to change that impression of me? I really mean no harm. =[[
im thinking of you! 6:59 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, December 02, 2006
When i start getting tired of the job, Im also starting to love my job. LOL!
Many funny things happen lar.. For example: Good morning, My name is BLAHBLAHBLAH.. im calling on behalf of DELL. instead, the person on the line heard..... calling on behalf of HELL! wth! HAHAHAHAHA i couldn stop laughin for like... 15mins! HAHAHAH! lucky it wasnt me tat was the one calling, if not i cant cont my work! im very sure of tat!
2nd example: A: how can i address u? B:what? buy a dress?! A:NONO, i mean how can i call u? B: call me? THIS NO. u juz call me lar! HAHAHAHAHAH! CLASSIC SIA! HAHAHAHAHAHA cant stop laughing sia! =]] my job is fun lar! but got sore throat alr.
3rd exam: A: Sir, do u have any idea whether ur company has any intention of purchasing any dell product? B:WHAT? nonono. we dun want any rojak?! HAHAHAHA....
I was sick yest! surviving on 2 packets of tissue! 2nd pic: Haiqal on my left. He isnt slping, he's on the fone waiting for answer. =]]
This is the supersupersupersupersupersupersuper soft fone i have to talk on everyday! =[[ LOL! but it's fun lar! keke! 2nd pic: Manhong, Su, Brendon at the right side of me. =]] Everyone busy at work! dun ask me y i manage to take a pic! LOL!
LUNCH TIME! on the 2nd day of work! yeayeayea! 2nd pic: style eh! our Kisses choc given by SU! =DD manhong also have it on top.. So did brendon. LOL! u can see mine ritE? the closest! LOL! at the right side of the pic! :D