Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 31, 2005
i think im having a fever.. LOL..
i feel so tired and hoT!
damn.. i better dun b sick during spec course.
haven been blogging..
now i shall update..
today,
went to khairunnisa hse.. cos her grandma misses me. LOL!
no la.. we went there to do mutual board..
yup yup.. i started on my board and it turns out super uglY.
now i have to buy another board to do liao..
i onli have red, blue, orange marker..
so the outcome ish not very great.
i have to make the words super big..
LOL!
we did halfway.. went to nearest mac to have lunch.
we went back.. did somemore.. den LUNCH again..
LOL.. the grandma cook la.. that's y..
me, sheena, amelia left at 4:30..
was so exhausted le..
me n sheena took cab..
yup.. and i reach my tuition place at 4:40.
fast riTE?
tuition starts at 5:30.. and i reach so early..
wah.. today tuition play again..
not bad ah.. :p
but didn play la.. was so tired.
Mr. Ong has a new fone!
nokia 3230 if im not wrong.. but he doesnt noe how to use..
:p
den he played scrabble wif the "golf guy" till now i still dunno his name
thou he join tuition long ago..
den jin quan, ee ler, me , cheow yean juz slack around..
den mr Ong kp insultin me like usual. LOL..
jkin jkin..
i have self-esteem okiE! i have self-cofiDenCe also!!
LOL..
shall blog next time.
im still working on my poem!
im thinking of you!
12:38 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 29, 2005
*entry deleted*
im thinking of you!
3:39 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, May 28, 2005
wheE~
got back report book today..
i got
3rd in class and
52/176 for level position.
which means im in 3e2 standard!
:P
im so so so lucky i pass my english...
50.8.. still i pass la..
i failed combined humans onli..
that's sad..!
den my L1R5 ish like 24!
how am i goin JC like thiS?
L1R4 ish 16! which mean i can still make it to polY!
LOL..
my overall percentage ish 63.9.. lol.. i improve like 8%
*clap clap*
and i got a new pouch n nike bag for my award..
LOL. im so so happy...
im thinking of you!
8:24 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, May 26, 2005
i guess i shall blog today too...
cos i have been blogging the past few days...
=D
yup yup..
school was boring today...
im juz so so unhappy today wif friends.. but i didn show them la..
i hate my physics marks.. n i promise myself to work harder.
i wan an A!!!
but i cant..
my maths.. drop down to a2.. im gonna pull it back sooner or later.
damn it!
i dun feel like blogging liao. bye!
i wan go expo MRT...
im thinking of you!
12:04 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, May 25, 2005
well well well,
mood swings agaiN...
haix haix..
Im so unstatisfy wif my SA marks..
i nearly broke down..
study so hard for my physics.. still i failEd!
n i failed me combined Humanities.!
haIx!!!!!!!!!
btu of all result.. i pass eng!!!
:p
and i found out, i blog every single day.. but who's readIn??
*to whoever still thinks that i like him,
i dun! im juz acTing.. cos i dun wan the real guy i like
to noE*
im thinking of you!
11:18 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 24, 2005
whee~
i had a fun day today..
and im posting many many many
pictureS!
hey peepx if the foto looks ugly dun blame me! LOL..
First, Tryphoza,Jin long, Jun hong & me met at bedok.
den we took 196 to marine parade and walk to ECP.
ngiam had to cut hair so she joined us later.
when we reach leisure,(we went up by lift, JH was scared bcos of the little girl from echo)
they played pool, halfway thru khairul came.
den later tricia came..
Me, jun hong, khairul went to bowl, tricia didn bowl cos she didn noe how to.
when jinlong n Try finish their pool, JL took over khairul
Khairul went to play pool.....
whEE~ result ish out! i won thEm!!! i got first in BoWLin! :p
i got 79 wheras the two had 76.. :p
den after the 1 hr of pool ish over.. the 6 of us went to bowl.
10games==>$30
1 game===>$3.50
obviously we took the 10 games.
starting of the game, Ngiam came..
after i accompanied her to the toilet,
i happy happy took a ball, den i threw
..WhEE~~ was happy
.. cos it
strike..
well, den it was a jokE!! i bowl the
WRONG lanE!!
after the 10 games.. we were thinking of where to go.
cant think of where..
den we played this
stupid soccer machine,
those got stick sticking out den turn turn that one..
it was so funny.. we played till damn crazy..
Khairul, try and me one team==>red
jinlong, jun hong and ngiam one team===>blue.
den we spend like
half an hr on that machine..
50cents---7balls..
we spent like
4bucks or even more!
the machine nearly
BROKE.
cos we were so violent... :p
then we left the leisure bowl.
we were meeting cleo, Lam, pawat at marine parade.
so we slowly walk to marine parade.. took a few fotos of the guys..
here are juz some:
they were CRAZY!
another crazy pic of them!den when we reach PP,
Tryphoza wants to cut hair..we went to ask for the pricing.
all along i tot student price ish $12.
dunno y her hair muz cut $20+++
den we had to wait abt half an hr to her turn..
we sat a the lobby there... ngiam was folding stars.
den i took out cam.. took
MANY picture..
i mean many... (mostly khairul&tryphoza)
i shall post some onli...
here it is:
this ish khairul & tryphoza crazy over taking picture!
seh! acting cool...
wat are they looking aT??? *wondering*
another pic of them...there ish still more of them, but im not gonna post all..
here are more foto of all of us being crazY :
that's tricia & cleo!
tricia & tryphoza
hey, shortest to tallest! im in the middle!! i have the average height!
eeek.. whose hand ish thaT?????!!!! well, the concentration ish still on me & ngiam!
ERRR! whose hand ish behind khairul???
3 musketeers acting gay...
how come onli khairul ish being focus?? weird!
that's me n cleo.
cleo & try!
funny pic! cleo & junhong
tryphoza & Jinlong! :)
lol! all of us were enlightened!! :pBest pic of the daY:
cool ah!! All of our foot. :)No more pic liao.. actually have but dun wan post liao..
wanted go find pawat n lam play pool.
under16 got chase out.
den we go play arcade..
racing car.. YUP! i won once!! i got 1st!!!
den after that me n tricia went home first...
Overall it was an enjoyable outing!
fun dAY!!!
:)
*i spent 45min blogging!*
im thinking of you!
10:59 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 23, 2005
im tryin to come out wif a poem!!!
i dun wan to lose to YM and Nigel!!
LOl...
im thinking of you!
11:30 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 22, 2005
today was a fun day..
went out wif Bertrand, man hong and leon.
we met at 11:30 and all the way till 5..
sure we had a great time.
Juz that i cant stand bertrand not making noise..
he was so quiet lor..
Nv see him so quiet b4..
Lol.. ish juz so so silent lor...
onli me n leon talkin.. :p
wanted to sabo bert de.. but
being a nice friend of MH..
i decided not to..
bertrand, U weren't yourself today!so hum ji sia!!
well this ish my ticket..
MH was sitting at 7
leon 9
bert 10
we watch echo..
ish so so freaking hell scary to me..
some ppl hum ji..
slp during the movie sia.
attention: nv watch movie wif man hong! she can grab u suddenly..
and leon...y scare me sia.. LOL.
this "guy" and this "girl"
didn talk much at all sia..
den it was so so funny..
:p
lolx.
it was overall a wonderful trip la..
juz tat
ish so so silent!!!
i found a little "doggy". LOL.
im thinking of you!
10:47 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, May 21, 2005
today was a fun day.
i mean.. yea..
DnT ppl went to IKEA..
and alots of sweet memories happen there..
:p
ear.. LOL...
i got 100/140 for e maths which was quite bad.
den 56/80 for a maths. quite badly done too.
SS 11/30.. damn jialat one..
chem 47/75 ... ish quite bad too..
im still hoping for my top3 which is a little difficutl now..
damn sia..
during tuition..
teacher was guessing the guy i like the surname..
den aaron suddenly say out de name..
den quite alot of ppl say that they heard aaron saying the name.
oh holy shit!
ish like if man hong and aaron manage to get him here.
they both will have free tuition for a yr!
wtF man!!!
man hong juz join a day, i haven sabo her lo..
den now Both of them sabo me sia..
juz got backstabbed!!!
u guys juz watch ouT!!
and i was damn unhappy for tuition for the first part.
cos smth not pleasant happen.
idiot shit!
Cheow yean and i was talking abt this "uncle" we noe.
o ya.. no generation gap la.. juz tat uncle sounds nicer on u...
LOL..
den we ask ourselves.. why are we calling him unCLE..
LOL..
den we say.. is juz tat dunno y we call uncle.
damn funny sia...shui kou jiu jiao ta uncle de.
A person onli have one life.
Why not juz live it happily!!
smile!
:)
im thinking of you!
1:36 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, May 19, 2005
sometimes i think,
is it worth to do things for
the guy i like?
ask urself this qns,
do u feel happy when u do somethin for him/her.
wat will u get?
wat if he/she onli treat u as a servant?
when u do things for him/her,
u get nothin in return.
have a person ever wonder,
wat might leave happiness for u,
might b juz nothin to the other party.
sometimes i see so many ppl having love problems,
den i'll have this mindset
"i wan to be single"
though i noe there's many advantages of being single,
im still crazy over this particular person.
i dun wan to b crazy over him,
i juz wan to b a person by myself.
thou i might not be that independent,
i tot it would b better being alone...
remember during primary school,
how childish was everyone..
no one had any love problem..
everyone was like so cheerful..
i doubt so ppl are still happy..
okie.. mayb those seriously in love one
how i wish im still in primary school,
the happy go lucky girl..
wat ish wrong wif me now?
why am i so different?
where have i change?
who can guide me thru my journey of life?
i juz need someone that would gradually guide me thru
my life..
well, i cant rely on my parents often.
i have to be independent one day ba..
i shall continue more tmr..
trying to find out more abt albert Einstein.
im thinking of you!
12:15 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, May 18, 2005
i got this from yangming's blog.
i thought was a nice one.. so decided to cut and paste!
YM, sorry stealing ur things.. lol..
The Old Phone:When I was quite young,
my father had one of thefirst telephones in ourneighborhood.
I remember the polished,
old casefastened to the wall.
The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box.
I was too little to reachthe telephone,
but used to listen with fascinationwhen my mother talked to it.
Then I discovered that somewhere inside the
wonderful device lived an amazing person.
Her name was "Information Please"and there was nothing she
did not know. Information Please could supply
anyone's number and the
correct time. My personal experience with the
genie-in-a-bottle came one
day while my mother was visiting a neighbor.
Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I
whacked my finger with a
hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no
point in crying because
there was no one home to give sympathy.
I walked around the house sucking my throbbing
finger, finally arriving at
the stairway. The telephone! Quickly, I ran for
the footstool in the
parlor and dragged it to the landing. Climbing up,
I unhooked the receiver
in the parlor and held it to my ear. "Information,
please" I said into the
mouthpiece just above my head.
A click or two and a small clear voice spoke into my ear.
"Information."
"I hurt my finger..." I wailed into the phone, the
tears came readily enough
now that I had an audience.
"Isn't your mother home?" came the question.
"Nobody's home but me," I blubbered.
"Are you bleeding?" the voice asked.
"No," I ! replied. "I hit my finger with the hammer
and it hurts."
"Can you open the icebox?" she asked.
I said I could.
"Then chip off a little bit of ice and hold it to
your finger," said the
voice.
After that, I called "Information Please" for
everything.
I asked her for help with my geography, and she told
me where Philadelphia
was. She helped me with my math. She told me my
pet chipmunk that I had
caught in the park just the day before, would eat
fruit and nuts.
Then, there was the time Petey, our pet canary,
died. I called, Information
Please," and told her the sad story. She listened,
and then said things
grown-ups say to soothe a child. But I was not
consoled.
I asked her, "Why is it that birds should sing so
beautifully and bring joy
to all families, only to end up as a heap of
feathers on the bottom of acage?"
She must have sensed my deep concern, for she said
quietly, "Paul, always
remember that there are other worlds to sing in."
Somehow I felt better.
Another day I was on the telephone, "Information
Please."
"Information," said in the now familiar voice.
"How do I spell fix?" I asked.
All this took place in a small town in the Pacific
Northwest.
When I was nine years old, we moved across the
country to Boston. I missed
my friend very much. "Information Please" belonged
in that old wooden box
back home and I somehow never thought of trying the
shiny new phone that sat
on the table in the hall. As I grew into my teens,
the memories of those
childhood conversations never really left me.
Often, in moments of doubt
and perplexity I would recall the serene sense of
security I had then. I
appreciated now how patient, understanding, and kind
she was to have spent
her time on a little boy.
A few years later, on my way west to college, my
plane put down in Seattle.I had about a half-hour or so between planes. I
spent 15 minutes or so on
the phone with my sister, who lived there now. Then
without thinking what I
was doing, I dialed my hometown operator and said,
"Information Please."
Miraculously, I heard the small, clear voice I knew
so well.
"Information."
I hadn't planned this, but I heard myself saying,
"Could you please tell me
how to spell fix?"
There was a long pause. Then came the soft spoken
answer, "I guess your
finger must have healed by now."
I laughed, "So it's really you," I said. "I wonder
if you have any idea how
much you meant to me during that time?"
I wonder," she said, "if you know how much your call
meant to me. I never
had any children and I used to look forward to your
calls."
I told her how often I had thought of her over the
years and I asked if I
could call her again when I came back to visit my
sister.
"Please do", she said. "Just ask for Sally."
Three months later I was back in Seattle. A
different voice answered,
"Information."
I asked for Sally.
"Are you a friend?" she said.
"Yes, a very old friend," I answered.
"I'm sorry to have to tell you this," she said.
"Sally had been working
part-time the last few years because she was sick. She died five weeks
ago."
Before I could hang up she said, "Wait a minute, did
you say your name was Paul?"
"Yes." I answered.
"Well, Sally left a message for you. She wrote it
down in case you called.
"Let me read it to you."
The note said, "Tell him there are other worlds to
sing in. He'll know what I mean."
I thanked her and hung up. I knew what Sally meant.
Never underestimate the impression you may make on
others. Whose life have
you touched today?
Why not pass this on? I just did....
Lifting you on eagle's wings. May you find the joyand peace you long for.
Life is a journey ... NOT a guided tour.
im thinking of you!
11:07 AM <3
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LOL..
so boring..
3e1 n 3e2 finished thier paper le..
shit.. im still left wif DnT!!
LOL..
nvm, at least i have another day to study okie!!
later got piano lesson..
sian sia.. haven do my theory..
transposition of music...
i haven been practising too..
so i think i'll practise like soon later..
n n n i lost my violin..!!
sobx sobx!!!
:(
guitar i also stop touching it liao.. LOL..
yesterday had chinese tuition..
nxt week holiday again.. LOL..
im nice enuff to lend cheow yean my mp3.
LOL..
:)
chinese tuition was kinda crazy yesterday.
we played bingo and jin quan n ee ler lost.. go buy things from 7-11.
LOL..
thanks to the nice teacher, sponsor like $10.
nice cher.. *clap clap*not like last time, the relieve teacher..
last yr, the one from pingyi..
damn b*t*h sia..
*no offence*
i think the whole class hate her last yr..
eek!!!
=fl=` rawks! :p
shall blog later.! :P
im thinking of you!
3:43 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 17, 2005
hey!
one more paper.. juz one more.. den i'll suffer also..
first of all.. mrs cheong n GLC coming back..
i noe that it is no manners calling her that la.. but
i learn from her nephew also.. LOL.
*no offence.
today e maths paper 1 was damn jialat.
till now im still tryin to solve the last qns
which ish like i spend 45 min on it n i cant figure out.
LOL..
and today early in the morning raining sia.
den my father dun wan stop the car.. still drive drive..
hu knows i alight cross halfway, the rain like heavy liao.
damn!
im not so weak but im having fever.
idiot!
im thinking of you!
6:20 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 16, 2005
:)
today ish so boring.
n im having fever i think..
last night didn slp properly la.
i bath le den go slp.
slp that time aircon too strong den directly at me somemore.
bad bad.. but it was cooling! LOL
ive nothin to do.. so decided to blog...
2 more papers n 3 more days! yea!!
cos tuesday i got no paper.. i can slp till late late..
den study the whole day.. :p
actually rite? tuesday... when i wake up, 3e1 3e2 have finish their paper le.
LOL..
cos i noe i'll wake up like 10 plus.. LOL.. so ya...
a news shock my life..
i cant believe u guess me lor..
I DUN like u.
LOL...
*im freezing when im typing.
LOL..
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai.
ai ke yi bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai.
im thinking of you!
3:53 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 15, 2005
im thinking of you!
6:44 PM <3
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hmm..i have a happy family of 9..
lol.. me, sockhwee, manhong, clariss, xiaowei, alfred, arthur n *papa *mama
LOL we are a happy family when we were at pizza hut..
lol..
Arthur was a noisy fellow who practically talks nonsense..
but he sings real well at his age.. lol..
he can see the duo diao song... LOL..
den very funny.
he talk like loud speaker den none stop de...
totally different from his brother..
whereas Alfred ish so cute!! LOL...
he ish like so violent but he ish cuter than arthur.. lol
he ish like .. funny... LOL...
cute sia... den he imitating whatever we doin..
whole "family" was like laughin..
den ish like papa so fierce sia..
scold Arthur cos he very noisy..
the whole pizza hut was our laughter.
We are a HAPPY family...
hope that we can b a very happy family!
LOL...
*june holiday chalet.. LOL.
im thinking of you!
9:17 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, May 14, 2005
im back from tuition n i decided to blog a long entry since im boredd..
Sooner or later i have to give up on you. i think i'll rather give up now.
i don't even dare to talk to you,
neither do i dare to look into your eyes.
i think im a total failure...
I can sense that you treat me differently from others.
because u are always giving me the black face.
:(
i kNoW u CanT forGet her La.
i Cant BlaMe u AlSO.
so i back out the whole competition,
cos i noe.. i wun win you..
hmm.. so to make myself less sad..
i choose ur friend...
yea...
but.......
Let's not talk abt it... :)
okie. onli left wif 2 more papers n that's it.
Yea... im so happy..
but i noe when i get back result.. i might b crying..
i juz hope maintain my top10.
but.. abit difficult this round..
i dunno y.. but everyone ish like chiong ah!!
im so tired now.. i dunno y...
tmr gonna meet mr goh.. it's been long since i seen him
:)
gonna watch movie wif bert n friends on tuesday,
jus hope that it's still on la.
LOL. wat movie haven decide yet..
im so so tired... but i dun wan to slp.. weird huh?
LOL.
thanking ppl for their good deeds.
thanks marr for ur testimonial..
thanks amanda for all ur support these yr..
thanks sio for all ur smile that cheers me up.
thanks try cos u always bring sweets & often make me happy.
thanks cleo for being lame wif me.. take care i noe u're sick..
thanks khairul for taking all the responsibility of the class..
thanks bertrand, u taught me many err.. "dao li"n i hope u will b mature soon. :)
thanks mingjay for teaching me maths when i dunno. im not always perfect. :)
thanks MInh so i can have competitor for maths le.
thanks zhen long for crapping wif me always, n hlpin me in some subjects.
thanks kai en for giving me the 5566 scores.
thanks tricia for telling me things tat u hate n i change my blogskin bcos of u. LOL.
thanks eldric for hlpin me burn the fruit basket disc.
thanks jinlong for hlpin me on my a maths when i dunno.
thanks cheow yean for kpin me accompany during tuition.
thanks aaron for telling me crappy stuff during a amaths tuition.
thanks adeline for making me laugh always during NCC.
thanks baoyun for err crappin along wif me n ur care n concern for that month.
thanks terence for ur disc & concern.
thanks bonkified nutcases cos u gals make my life interesting.
thanks to 2e3'04 for giving me a happy memories.
thanks to 3e3'05 i have such a high authority. :p
thanks to man hong for hlpin me at stuff..
thanks to chai min.. u gave me a funny impression of u. i noe u're nice.
thanks to jasmine koh for accompanying me go that ACSi confirm
thanks to mee zhen for the same thing
thanks to sylvia for inviting me for the trip to library that day.
thanks to khai(3e1) for accompanying me during NCC.
thanks to nigel for giving me choc. u're so nice. i love u as my godbro.
thanks to Kj kor kor kpin me entertain :)
thanks to all the ppl who have hlp me b4!
update tmr!
im thinking of you!
2:11 PM <3
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LOL...
i tot i saw u smokin..
it was onli a lollipop..
Got a sHock of my liFe...
WhEE~
err..
a maths paper over le..
i ThOugHt it Was okieE...
buT aloT pPl sAy iT was dIfFicUlT...
hmmm...
perhaps.. i did ALot Of cAreleSS or I see The Qns Wrongly..
tHatS y i Tot it Was okiE...
Den AftEr chinEse paPer 2,
i go MeEt ziLiang n CharLotte..
Lol... err.. didN get LecTurE whIch I tot sHe was
GoiN to GivE.. LOL...
*no offence*
bOrEdd.. Den foLlOw soCk go Buy Choc.
den come My hse.. hAhA.. sHe usEd the COm..
LOl..
im thinking of you!
9:41 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, May 12, 2005
I KNOW U LIKE HIM!!
y????
even if he sees us as frien..
he prefer u to me!
im thinking of you!
11:12 AM <3
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i noe.. nv nv i'll get u...
smth u said, juz hurt me...
*sniff sniff*
i hate to love ya... cos i noe...
nv will i get u ...
i think,
im smart enuff to noe,
that---
this is the furthest we can go.
my heart ish.............aching.
i so drama....
but it hurts...
do u even notice me??
no, U DUN!
neither do u treat me as a friend...
first, im nice enuff to hlp u do so much things.
well, i dun ask anythin in return.
but........................
i dunno..
i think, im nice enuff to let ya fly ba...
as long as i noe, u're happy..
i will
try to b happy too...
=sad=sad=
im thinking of you!
7:31 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, May 11, 2005
which idiot go tag mark's board wif my name sia...
so kNN...
physics paper was a disaster today...
ish like damn.. difficult.. im failing for very sure!
D a M n...
i choose E maths.....
=DD
but... i noe i wun get real into E maths..
cos teacher haven touch on lots of chapter..
i guess i have to STUDY myself...
=DD
im so interested in both maths!!!!!
i might change the one im concentrating.
but by JulY... i'll decide
really.. which to concentrate on..
the one which the highest mark...
i'll pay attention n study more!!!
=DD
N whoever that person hu ish impersonating me in mark's board..
lol..
u watch out...
LOL...
im thinking of you!
4:15 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i had a very weird tuition teacher today..
he ish liek so so gentle. den he kp talkin abt nursin nursin..
so we thought he ish a nurse.. lol.. he's not...
not bad a cher.. but funny.. LOL...
he's like so gu niang... lol....
actually quite cute la.. btu he didn tell us his name.. did he? lol...
he ish mr ong ex student also.. lol
*no offence but i didn thought of mr ong to b so old..
my inference tells me that... LOL..
he asked us to write compo..
den jun ming first one to finish..
den he talk to the 2 teacher.. shit sia..
im so jealous... lol... dun CARE!!!
lol.. now i onli wan to concentrate on either A maths or E maths nia...
=DD
lol...
overall.. tuition was fun today cos we didn do anythin much la..
I dun wan to see u sad in ur heart,thou i can see ur smile everyday.
im thinking of you!
11:25 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 09, 2005
SEe im smart enuff to change the blogskin!
YEa!!!
im thinking of you!
3:09 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 08, 2005
should i concentrate on A or E maths??
i like both of the subject.. but juz bcos i wan to
*win* top in one of them 2.. i decide i should concentrate on one of them
right?
hmmm.. so which subject should i concentrate on? A maths or E maths?!?!
so stupid.. 11 more days n i'll b free...
then the june holidays would b approaching...
*sad Sad*
cos it will b one whole mth.. it will b boring man..
my brain ish thinkin abt A maths...
N at the same time E maths.... wat should i do sia!?
damn.. i thought i can lower my expectation to get top10 can le..
but now.. my mum say bcos that time i get 5th so now muz aim for no.1.
wat sia... that time eldric not around lo..
NOW? he's back la.. how to get no.1..
ish a no no gettin no.1...
y are u giving so much stress??
hmmm... n i juz noe that this guy's mother also wan him to get no.1.
why are all parents the same?
ish impossible de lo.. mayb i can understand y the boy moher wan him get no.1 la
cos he got 2nd the last round.. obviously now the target ish no.1
hmmm....
back to the question.. a or e maths?!!
ppl.. hlp me decide...
imexplodingsoon.
i dun wan u to b sad...
im thinking of you!
4:49 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, May 07, 2005
hmmm.. i have to choose between them 2...
none of them like me.. but i noe im havin a crush on them 2....
how? which idiot should i choose to concentrate?
him or he?
im thinking of you!
9:36 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, May 06, 2005
im crazy today....
let u all see smth...
lol... im tryin to forge jl's handwrittin.
this ish his...
now see mine...
now this ish mine..
look alikE? lol!!!
no rite.. forging failed! lolx!
wish everybody gd luck for mid yr!!!
=D
im thinking of you!
12:17 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, May 05, 2005
i wun wan to see u sad.
neither do i wan to see u wif that black face.
i care for u, but....
u dunno.
i would steal a glance of u in school every single day.
i noe, u hate me somehow.
but... ish still great to see u.
so i wan u not to b sad.
i noe that smth had definitely triggers u...
but.. pls kp that smile on ur face.
cos, u look better when u smile...
i noe im crazy for u every single bit.
but i dun need u to b crazy abt me.
i juz dun wan u to ignore me or have the black face.
cos, I CARE foR u...
how i hope i could make it happen<== learn from today assembly. =p
haix.
im thinking of you!
7:20 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 02, 2005
wat should i do?
y am i so so crazy abt u?
today went out to study again.
today wif chai min, man hong, sock hwee, nadia, bertrand, chih hao, leon & jin long.
well, the guys didn really study la. but they did hlp la...
we were so so crazy lo... first when the guys came.. i turn so red...
obvious reason y...
den i was so bz. first sock came wif this question, den man hong, den nadia..
den ish like im so so lost...
lol....
after that the guys went off cos they got chase out bcos they didn buy any food i think..
i was like...so blur.. didn solve any qns after that...
i mean... he's juz showin me that black face of his...
=wat can i do?
lol... act happy la....
o well, den they came back.. for no reason..
den off they go...=(
after that... we went to nadia hse to "study" cos we didn wan leon to tag along.
im sorry leon if u happen to see this..
we didn really study at nadia's she.. cos the mother bought pepsi, LAYS..
lol.. den we didn study at all.. juz talk..
=(
they stunt me wif this qns..
y do i like him?
my mind juz went blank... n there's juz this smile on my face.
but that smile on my face brought scar in my heart.
i thought of the black face he's always giving me....
n........
that brought tears to my eyes....
how i hope today would last...
but.... it was saddenin too...
u wasnt in gd mood. cos... i noe y..
i cant face the truth...
she's back?! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*tears rolling down my cheeks.
imjuzsocrazyabtu
im thinking of you!
11:20 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 01, 2005
i juz so so
crazy.
i juz came back from my tuition..
but b4 that i went to "study" wif Mj, shirla, leon, derrick, bertrand...
lol.. cos in the end we end up playin arcade longer than studyin.
lol!
goin out wif them was fun... lol... but... crazy....
den ish like we play arcade for so long.. haha..
was so crazy. i won
bertrand in the racing game..he thinks that he ish so great lo.. im better. i won u ONCE..
haha...
Den after we play... lol guess wat? We went to see "ppl"
lolx.. den ish so funny... after bertrand& derrick left,
Mj, shirla, leon & me we went to look for the person again
den this time Mj go ask," are u ***'s mother?"
den i was like so embarassed, den i go n say hie too la.
den i crap some rubbish say she look like *** that's y we ask her
whether she is ***'s mother.
LOL!
after that we went to take bus.
on the bus we sat somewhere behind
den ish like there's this young tennage guy
abt 15-17 yrs old guy..
we laugh he also laugh..
he kept lookin to our direction..
listenin to wat we talk..
such a psycho lo...
den pink bag somemore.. walk like gay.. haha.. lol!
after that went to Mj's hse there to walk around the pool,
den i went for my tuition..
den came back! here i am...
iwantogoparkway.
im thinking of you!
1:02 PM <3
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wah. my com juz came back with window XP liao.
=D
im so stressed out from studyin man...
friday mid yr le.
damn it lo. so fast... is like i still remember the first day of my sec3 .
den now come tell me midyr le.
aimin for top3 which is very very difficult.
but still i hope to get it. cos... i dunno.. i wanna get top3.
im so so scared that i will fail my english...
cos my english not that gd yet.
seriously if i pass with border line, im happy le.
as long as i pass english....
A1 for both maths... not aimin for more now. 78 for each can le.
but ah.. maths i nv listen since chapter 6.. damn. im so so dead lo.
okie.. juz hope i dun fail any of them la.
cos since sec1 my result slip confirm fail one sub.. haven one time pass all..
so i try la ah..
shall blog again soon.
im thinking of you!
1:55 AM <3
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