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hello!
Im here to blog a very short blog i guess.
Im very happy with myself. I chiong my Dnt on sunday.
I managed to finish till evaluation! :D
Im very satisfy with myself. really!

Mum brought my career seminar dress alr.
And it look so not office wear. So obiang. but i think it's kinda formal?
EH! dun laugh tmr okie! im gonna be pink all the way. while mayb not pink for my footwear lar! :D

School was rather boring today.
Started off with chinese and i managed to finish my maths.
Den headed to maths and i represented the class to give ms Goh the BIG calculator which i think is damn cool! it's like SUPER big lar! hahaha! i think onli crazy mathematician will use it lar. Oops, i didn mean to say tat ms goh is mad. hahaha! eh! but prolly she wun use it lar!
After maths was the sickening subj la! DNT! omg straight 3 hours! i think i can die lor! serious!
but it was rather fun today. did my spraying and also my folio! for the whole 2 hrs i think i drew 4 damn nice picture lar! hahahaha!
to me it's alr nice lar! Hey, i noe im the worst student. so dun come compare with me ur DnT! why not let's compete in maths? hahaha!

After dnt was Chem. Woah! Half of the class got chase out? LOL! Kinda funny lar!
Class shirt is quite nice lar. Nothing to grumble abt! juz tat ngiam kinda underestimated everyone's size! hey! but she did her best okie! So dun DUN and NV grumble at her!
After Chem was History! WAH IT WAS SO BORING! but had fun with Mh, try, ngiam.
Stop to talk to weiren for a few mins thou!

After Hist went to canteen to do my folio! I feel so... errrr.. bad. LOL!
cos weiren was alone having lunch. and i was like so bad lar! okie. sorry! Anyway! had a little chat with him after his lunch. urm... he didn noe ngiam exist! LOL! when ngiam knew his existence! LOL! aiya! we knew abt him cos he was in 4e1 then, when there was J***** LOL! hahahaha! tat's y we all knew him lar! He was the prefect/photographer. Den Benjamin joined us later! hahaha! he Being the mR NICE! when to buy bubble tea for us! wooo! thanks Benjamin! the nicest guy on eartH! LOL!

Adeline was trying to be funny lar! She go tell ben "oh ya.. u also taking O level rite? can study together!" den i was like "shit lar! wth" HAHAHA! basket lar! after tat we disturb ngiam and syazwan! LOL! Den erina and chih hao! HAHAHA! so funny lar! :D i sprayed my shoe BLUE! got scolded by my father! but watever lar! :(

STUDY HARD! 14 days to PRELIM! my MJ!!!!!!!!!

*received a post from NP(funny sia! how they noe myaddress?!)

im thinking of you!
8:36 PM <3

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my family:



Me and Mel:

Winfred,Yun Xin, Yin Leong.

im thinking of you!
7:16 PM <3

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Been real busy lately, in my mind = DNT DNT DNT DNT!
okie. so the model or watever artefact is somehow there alr.
so yea! i dun really care much la. really.

Stayed back on thursday till 7. Friday also 7. den went for dinner. return back to sch for night study. Kinda sucky cos of some Q!$&@ people lar! but i saw my darling fav. teacher! LOL! It was dary's bdae. i couldn cfm it, so i didn wish hime happy bdae! LOL! kinda lame rite?
Night study cannot study one lor! got bats, shouting, rats, cats so many things! i think staying at home is so much more better lar! but it's cool to stay in sch till so late thou.

Today went back to sch at 8 cos of DNT! AGAIN! :(
yea yea yea. i cant tahan anymore lor! I didn give up get it! :)
stayed till 1130 den go off to nadia hse for lunch den head down to tampines for tat course
which was interesting yet boring.
Other sch ppl was so noisy lar!

After tat went TM to take neoprint cos sock hair nice.den she want to take! LAME RITE?
after tat went down to pasir ris with family for dinner with some relative lar!

it was a funny one! Pictures will be up soon lar!

im thinking of you!
10:24 PM <3

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Pictures! LOL!







Anyway! im so stressed out! 17 days to prelim! and im not well prepared! im suppose to noe everything by now. but i think im onli half way thru! help!

arh! im turning crazy lar!
maths start to irritate me!
im like scolding huever gets on my nerve!
im losing control of my tears like everyday!
Help help!

Shall blog tmR! really tired! and have to go sch tmr! :(

im thinking of you!
10:44 PM <3

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hey. this entry is especially for u.
The one tat used to hate me eh! :D

Im sorry for everything i did.
Im sincerely sorry.
Dun be too upset. I know u will fine a better one.
There's nth to be upset abt! jus move on with life!
He isnt some1 tat should make u cry!
I hope everything is fine between us alr!
Thanks!

im thinking of you!
12:36 AM <3

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im too happy to be mad today.
Nothing will spoil my mood today!
WAHAHAHA!

Detailed happiness will be post TMR!

im thinking of you!
8:16 PM <3

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My fault sia!
HAHAHAHA! isnt it hilarious? LOL!
EH! u can juz put down ur name lar siA! it wun pollute my tagboard!

Urm. may i noe hu is elle? i've no idea hu are u.
Thanks anyway! :D
AIYO, i feel so guilty and pity sia! HAHAHAHAHAH
LONG AGO i've like some1 else yet im hiting him? HAHAHAHAHHAHA
FOR wat nonsense sia! i think im juz wasting my time if i were doing it.
sui bian ni yao zhen yang jiang la. WO MEI YOU XING QU! :D

im thinking of you!
5:29 PM <3

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tell me how should i feel now?
She isnt some1 i hate, she took it tat i hate her. so, she hates me too.
She tot i was jealous, all i wanted to tell them was ALL THE BEST.
She tot i wanted to snatch him back, im not tat sort.
She tot i couldn let go, in actual fact, i alr forget abt him.
She tot im irritating him, so i chose to leave.
And now, she lost wat she wanted all along, wat should i do noW?
She isnt my friend, yet i want to console her.
She would take it as im laughin as her if i do, she wouldn take it as im being nice.
I wanted to be her friend, yet i got insulted.
Im not a strong person, i didn do anythin back. but i promise not to touch him in anyway anymore.(as in msn,msg)
now, i want to console him too. ALl i got from him was cold reply. And i stopped.
And now, he has totally forget abt me. Totally, not even having my no. saved.
He's a friend to me. TO him, im just another stranger.................................

im thinking of you!
8:08 PM <3

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When u break a friendship it's kinda difficult to get it back isnt it?
yes, i regret. Very much.
I did tat so tat they can last long.
But...............

am i the one tat caused it?
am i the 3rd party?
i tot i took a step back long ago?

Why i feel so guilty?
Was it really my fault?
Why am i thinking so much?

I want to console him.
I want to cheer him up.
I know his life is messy now.
All i can do now is NOTHING!

Because i took a step back. It's more difficult to take a forward step now.
WAt am i suppose to do? really pretend nothing happen?
HAIS!

im thinking of you!
8:47 PM <3

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Anyway! O level mt result is out. saddening tat i got a B3 and Merit of Oral! :( SADDENING!
Perhaps i shouldn have try the gong han. It was my first time writing gong han also lar! :(

It's even more saddening to see how some people who are suppose to get a1 getting a B3 or even a B4. It was all so unexpected! Prelim i got an A1 for chi!!!! and o level was much more easier than prelim yet i got B3!!! It's all luck lar! omg! i think my listening pull me down.

COngrats to all those who deserved to scored A1/2. and also to people who improved from C6 to B3!!! happy for u! :D

Jungyi,tricia,myself,ngiam dun be angry/disappointed. People want to show off let them be! we work hard for our A when we retake! :D

im thinking of you!
12:12 AM <3

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MI LU BING! POWER LA! :D

Us with Ms Leow! :D

National day! Model of class! HAHAHA me and salihin! IT WAS LIKE GHOST! HAHAHA

SO this pic was sunday market 2006! :D Haunted hse crew! DO u see me? hahahaha! this pic! im super happy lar! yea! :D ask me why and i tell u! HAHAHAHA

im thinking of you!
6:41 PM <3

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Ain just taught me a way to post pic! but the thing is... i cannot post alot of pic! :((((((
ARGH! so have to divide it into different post! yea! TROUBLESOME!!!!

Before the Performance! :D

WAHAHAH! i disturb!

Me and Ngiam in the toilet! :D

During SYF! before performance.

i think on my way to pasir ris! :D

During Myraid of colours! im the RED! :D

MY beloved 4e3~ Astronomy camp!

This is during Lau shu ai da mi! :D

Alexander! some angmoh at ECP

Another 4e3! :D

im thinking of you!
3:28 PM <3

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Happy Birthday SINGAPORE! :D

im frigging tired!
i have alot of pictures which i can post but me and my laziness.....
i will post when i have the time.
From the astronomy to POP to national day.
I got lots of nonsensical pic! so just wait for it.

Anyway, went chalet on tuesday evening. SO i decided tostay over.
WAH! i think it's a wrong decision! one of my nephew(?!) or cousin dunno lar.. Talk like machine gun. It was fine at first. Becos i tot she innocent den got alot of stories mah. But her stories are NV ending! it's one after another! i think i nearly BOOM! LOL!
We went to walk walk in the middle of the nite.
Den bought many things. and after tat went we return. wanted to slp alr. den she cry!
Nevertheless, it was fun somehow! All the laughter was really WOAH!

im being categorized as one of the mischievous one! LOL! im the joker lar! For example when one of my cousin slp on the movable bed. and i couldn slp. I WANTED TO PUSH HER OUT OF THE ROOM la. there are more, many more lame and funny things which im lazy to blog. Actually i cant remember cos im tired! LOL!

I got alot of things to blog! but i really dunno wat to blog now!! COS IM SO BLANK IN MY MIND! i think i shall juz stop here and continue tmr!!

oo... Weiren, thanks for ur offer! LOL! u see me running to u soon! :D

im thinking of you!
9:38 PM <3

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urm.
yes. this is a really weird feeling of jealousy.
out of no where. im starting to feel jealous.
and this........
that is u.
this is me.

eeeeeee! :(

im thinking of you!
11:27 PM <3

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Remember during sec 1.
i was dying to join ncc cos i wanted to shoot.
i wanted to march.
i like the uniform.
i wanted to try smth tat i will not get to try in the future.

Training was tough then.
Pumping position on the road.
u noe those texture..
All those discipline and punishment was way too harsh.
By the end of sec 1, I wanted to quit.

Secondary 2.
It was also another horrendous yr.
MArching marching marching and all.
It was tiring. But nevertheless, it was still memorable.
Training was such a chore to me then, all in my mind was "find reason not to go ncc"
Yet i pulled thru another yr and came sec 3.

Secondary 3.
It was the year with the most event.
The year when we get to go for Specialist course.
the taste of lonely in F5 as we were divided in grp again in it.
i was separated with rabiatul.
Got to noe some friends during the course.
Came back with 2nd Sgt.
Then came Senior Specialist course.
Me,suhaila,adeline,lina,rabiatul.
woke up early in the morning. It was then a chore yet the feeling was great.
Yankee 2.
WAS ALONE IN YANKEE 2. All of us were separated.
tat was when i got to noe shiyuan.
Tat steady, gd friend of mine. :D
Then there was the shooting competition when we clinch the 1st in East District. 3rd in National.
Isnt tat a great feeling? and yes, i did achieve my target! to Win something. :D
time flies. Came

Secondary 4.
Time for us to take over was not long.
Time with Part A wasnt long.
It was as though i juz got to noe them yest.
However, yest was the day of POP.
Yes, this means tat we are officially off of NCC.
The bitterness is there whereas the taste of sweetness was alsothere.
ROD party was held yest.
Joy, laughter, tears of Ncc end off yest. with a smile on every1 face.
All these will be part of my memory.



Below has nth to do with NCC.


Okie. So im still very worried. i dunno how to tell.
i dunno how to inform. i dunno how to settle this.
i dunno how should i be feeling. i dun dare to do it.
Im very lost becos of this. im very stress bcos of this.

*such a weird feeling of jealousy* :(

im thinking of you!
3:04 PM <3

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IM DEAD!
really DEAD!

im thinking of you!
7:15 PM <3

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