Feel the heat/ Tuesday, June 28, 2005
whee~ juz came back from sec3 camp.
i have to say that my grp is so so enthu.
haha.. nice grp i have..
consisting of Tryphoza, Aqilah, Kengliang,Tuan An, Jolene, Yining
Ana, Val, Jean, Elisa, JP, Ruben, Yuda(Yoda), Kiang Hua, Firdouse(the joker) & me.
total strength:16..
great teamwork i guess..
with firdouse around.. we did things interesting-ly.
We won the best enthu grp in the end. ;)
2nd day was fun, went to Raffles Marina..
is like some rich ppl go the place..
so so so nice..
had rock climbing, low Ropes and most importantly, KAYAKING!
i didn rock climb bcos i nearly fall down from the stairs..
but my foot hurts.. i juz slide down a few steps..
:p
Low ropes.. i was daring enuff to try... so so scared at first..
but i DID it~!
haha.. nothin great la..
next kayaking..
im lucky n unlucky ti get firdouse as my partner for kayaking.
tot he from NCC should noe how to..
in the end... wahaha..
but it was fun la..
he cant stand my shouting cos he was going too fast at first
den i shouted..
:p
i cut myself when i was abt to alight from the kayak.
drop down to the sea hit the stone on my leg.
pain!
3rd day...
my bdae... did flying fox! haha..
i tot i wun dare to... but i did it.
it was so so fun.. like commiting suicide but juz tat u wun die!
is so fun!!! and cheV sang bdae song for me while i was flying down.!
yea!!
high elements... i didn do.. hais..
cos my leg hurts and is bleeding..
after that nature walk..
walk to summit of the bukit timah nature reserve.
wah! is 120 steps up eh!!!
but we climb up la..yeA!! im on the highest point of singapore!!!!
and yes! cheV sang bdae song for me again!!
memorable.. 15th bdae, on the highest point of singapore.
hehe..:p
den during dinner or lunch.. cant remember..
we sang bdae song to fareez and to MJ.. wahaha...
den campfire was great..
all the performance were so so great!
Hazzie is the best trainer. i love her!
Weining thou i dunno her. but she very handsome!!!!!!
I like her... :p
4th day,
did nothin much.. den go home le..
i miss it now..
haha.. n here i am typing this entry!
hehe... blog later.
im thinking of you!
6:47 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, June 24, 2005
o.. shit!
im having a fever i think..
feel so giddy now...
so tired.. yesterday slept at 3.
den woke up at 9...
is like... 6 hrs onli..
den now im sick..
sian.. tmr still got camp leh.
no mood to go for it la..
boreD!
suppose to go watch initial D..
and bcos im sick.. nv watch lor.
sian...
currently talkin to zl-
he kinda depress..
everytime ppl depress also onli bcos of relationship.
but i believe there will always be a way to solve it de.
haha..
talking abt way.. "if there's a will, there's a way"
:)
wat nonsense..
anyway..
i didn regret taking up piano lesson.
cos.. when im free, i can play my piano.
kinda relaxing too..
juz tat i dun usually practise the pieces.
one day i hope to b someone on the stage playing any piece.
haha.. im dreaming again..
:p
tmr camp le..
wei wen, better take care of urself.:)
hais.. saddening.. bdae fall on the 3rd day of camp.
sigh! cant celebrate wif family...
nvm lor...
im gonna report sick during camp!
cos im so sick now le..
shit la! i onli have 1 pe shirt... 1 pe pants..
mayb i have 2 pe shirt la.. the other one i cannot wear le..
damn shit!
i shall blog again later la..
:)
im thinking of you!
7:54 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, June 23, 2005
im so bored! im sick.. and also
camp is coming.. 2 more days..
sian sia!
can i dun go?
i love triple "W".. :)
basically,
nothin really interesting happen today la.
tmr suppose to go meet wei wen de la..
but den ah...
im here so sick.. so decide not to go le la.
sorry wei wen.. :)
u as a kind soul will forgive me de rite?
at most... i dun get my bdae present onli mah..
*sad*
hais..
i didn made the wrong decision ba..
im happy after all!
let nature take its own course.. watever comes in my way.
den i shall see what i can do lor.
but for now.. let me b happy wif triple "W" ba..
n the agreement is kinda selfish to him ba..
hais...
4 more days my bdae.
remember msg me to wish me.. :p
im thinking of you!
11:43 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, June 22, 2005
when to escape today..
wah! i have no guts..
i didn dare to take anyride..
even the flippers.. i also dun dare..
hais.. saddening..
but i took revolution!
wahaha.. :p
thanks to marr treating me $6.50
and also spend $10 for the 2 bearS!
wahaha.. thanks..
hmm.. happiesT day!
:)
im thinking of you!
2:10 PM <3
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yea! im happy once again..
yup yup..
lester, i love u.
:)
goin escape liao..
wahha..
anyway.. sorry to melvin for venting my anger at him yesterday!
tui bu qi lo..
thanks to khai and adeline!!
u guys rawkx!
:)
im thinking of you!
2:18 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, June 21, 2005
tears rolling down my eyes.
heart juz broke.
i found out hu i really love.
of all ppl.. lester..
yes.. i shall stop on my the other person le.
does age gap matter?
is onli 6 yrs!
okie.. if u want to leave me,
i cant stop u not to.. but... pls b happy okie?
LEster, im sorry!
im thinking of you!
1:58 PM <3
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i shall start with a secret msg.. :)
it is nonsensical.. but ya...
"Looking into nightsky so higly entertain night attractive N;
Lovely in nature Stars hang endlessly Not Anything nasty.
I'm lost in knowing euu; Your overpowered unique-ness <3"
lol.. this whole chuck make no sense..
but there is smth behind it.. :)
yup yup..
i didn mean to use "euu" but that is the onli word i can use la
cos of something have to use "Euu"
tmr goin escape.. i think..
well.. should i go?
today went out wif elisa, adeline.
yup.. adeline still suan me..
wahaha.. but i ask myself.. do i really like him or not?
2 days ago, the dream i dreamt..
Here is the meaning:(cut short everything)
" i dunno whether i should tell him, i like him"
wah lau... dream also like this..
i tot in real life, i also thinking whether i should or not.
wah!!!
some ppl hlp la..
LOL!!
6 more days to my bdae!
*u better msg to wish me happy birthday! :) cos i will b having camp la.
im thinking of you!
11:01 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, June 20, 2005
He's Looking Super Attractive!
yup yup.. i got to noe of this guy..
he is Looking Super Attractive!
i think i like him...
well,
i noe i like him...
2 things stopping me to like him..
1st is HER.. den is HIM..
o ya.. and i dreamt of this looking super attractive guy.
damn!
he is so so cool...
but.. he isnt goodlooking..
i dreamt of him...he.....
nvm....
how i hope.. in real life...
that would happen..
==sentence deleted==
but i noe he would nv stumble across my blog..
he is nice... but bare in mind..
yup.. a HER and a HIM!
so i better dun think anymore..
anyway...
now i noe smth...
if u kp talking abt that person in the day.. kp talking to him..
or kp thinking abt him... u confirm will dream abt him at night.
i tot it was juz some crap.. but seriously.....
:)
will [01:12:43 PM] whatever u say come true? i will b happy.... if it comes true.
He's Looking Super Attractive!
:'(
im thinking of you!
2:59 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, June 19, 2005
He's Looking Super Attractive!
wahaha..
im crazy la..
erm.... is very late now..
12:08AM
im here blogging.. wahaha..
im talking to someone who has this super interesting topic..
wahaha..
tmr not goin to church for service.
actually i noe.. sick is juz a excuse of not going
but is nt i dun wan to go
is my mother dun allow me!!
haiX!!
dunno wat to blog.. i shall blog tmr.
:)
He's Looking Super Attractive!!!!
im thinking of you!
3:19 PM <3
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finally it is done!
im so happy..
yeA!!!
:)
im thinking of you!
5:18 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, June 18, 2005
well.. today cycled from bedok inter to eCP..
siao sia..
2 bikes 4 people..
so suppose to b adeline ride i stnd behind
but i scare la..
den switch..
den i cant balance..
so in the end.. the real stable one is wif Nandini.
i Ride she stand behind..
this is the very first time i had ride somebody.
i was so red when i reach eCP..
siao sia...
LOL!
and they suan me like nobosy business..
which part of my dun like u all dun understand?
i mean.. thou he is nice la..
but i dun like him la..
idiot!
well,
and i hate ppl who force me to reply msg
when i dun want to reply..
yup...
Currently im so kan jiong..
im waiting for the person to b online.
cos i need it today!!!
im waiting for ur reply la, my friend!!!
Adeline.. u watch out..
:P
im thinking of you!
1:47 PM <3
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well,
guys.. im having
PMS this few days..
and i can get real piss wif u..
so dun try to be funny with me..
but im still nice la..
i can be real nice to some ppl.. wahaha..
okie.. PMS really strong.. as u can see..
i can b angry for a while..
den hyper like nobody business..
yup yup..
okie.. currently after this entry im gonna watch westside story.
:)
yesterday i was kinda pissed with some people.
but then i calm down and i decide to let the person do it.
im juz gonna do everything nicely then i'll give it to the person.
she can do watever she want,
cos then on is not my business liao..
yup yup.. at least i did my job to let the thing have perfect english.
and i did my job by typing out..
so i shall be nice and happy!
*look on the bright side*
Recently so many friends of mine are
depressed..
why leH?
haha.. depressed ppl come to me la.
i cheer u up.. hehe..
i try to la...
but most important.. there isnt a reason why u should b depressed.
depress can damage ur heart!
yup yup..
a person has only one life.. live it happily..
u would rather want to be happy den b sad rite?
take things slowly and accept it fully.
den look on the bright side.
u will b happy!
so stay happy okiE??
*smile smile*
i got to noe him..he is nice.. but im not gonna like him..cos..........i noe khai noe adeline noe..
:)
If there's a will, there's a way..
im thinking of you!
12:24 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, June 17, 2005
lol..
i was super duper hyper last night..
LOL! had a debate wif my friend..
can i call him my friend? *hmmm..
yea.. i wave white flag..
surrender liao la..
some smart but lazy guy can actually debate till
so powerful sia..
==end of story==
im kinda pissed wif a person..
im so easily being taken advantage of?
if they were suppose to do it..
fine la.. y in the first place i interferE?
shit la.. i dun give a damn now..
u wan get the credit so be it
u kcus...
==end of story 2==
now story 3.. wahaha..
to adeline:
eh.. u very power ah..
asl..
LOL..
Age/
Sex/
Location..
wahaha
ya lor talk to him for 3 hrs becos
of u and
her la.. cant believe u are a
"lesbian"wei, i now hlpin liao leh
anyway.. trust my friend la..
very trustworthy want la..
yup yup.. so dun leak anymore la..
okie?
thanks...
==end of story 3==
nope i dun like him. i swear! :)
im thinking of you!
10:58 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, June 16, 2005
im bored!
im bored!
im bored!
im bored!
im leaking out so many things..
Adeline! sorry la! my fault okiE!
dun leak out anythin la!! pls pls..
:p
haha.. lol.. today afternoon was a nice eveninG!
wahaha.. i cant stop laughing!
im thinking of you!
2:31 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, June 15, 2005
yup yup.. hie peeps..
o ya.. thanks to melvin for Linking me in ur blog.
cant tag ur board, i dunno why..
okie.. basically today was such a slack day for me..
woke up early.. abt 7.. cos 7:30 need reach tuition place.
wahaha..
got movie marathon.. not bad huh? tuition can be so fun..
okie.. we watch many many movie.. from 7:45-5:20..
lol.. horror also have.. sort of RA also have..
actually that is american pie 2..
it's so gross.. they go show naked woman..
den guys masturbating..LOL!
phone sex somemore..
but have a enjoyable day at tuition center today la.
teacher bought tidbits..
den later on pizza...
so after 5:20 i walk to my piano place..
cos im having a group lesson at 6..
so i was early.. reach there at 5:30..
practise my sonatina in F major by Clementi.
so long lor.. siao..
but i did play it finish la..
with slips here and there.. but it still sounds nice..
:p
grp lesson was interesting.. onli 3 ppl nia..
another guy nv come.. having another grp lesson next mth.
yup.. im excited abt it.. juz that we gonna paly a few more pieces..
wahaha.. so it's time for me to practise my piano like siao liao..
i wanna take grade 7 soon la.. so i better buck up..
:)
6-8 was having lesson.. after that went to
bedok there have dinner wif family.. den headed home.
bath finish den after that here i am typing this entry..
yup yup..
o ya. thanks to nigel for ur gift.. ;)
im thinking of you!
12:43 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i have a new blogskin..
not bad ah.. chnge myself..
LOL...
well..nothin to talk abt.. im slacking at home again.
well perhaps i shall do my maths homework la.
my all time favourite hobby is to do maths ba..
LOL!
i think that i have become so so slack sia..
nv been so slack in my life..
better back up liao..
kkx.. blog later...
im thinking of you!
3:20 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, June 13, 2005
today went to church..
yup.. kinda fun. :)
the ppl dancing so style de..
learn lotsa of things today..
abt vision and dreams and imagination.
dun let ur imagination run wild,
let ur imagination take fly..
service was great today..
but i was troubled....
and god gave me a new life...
:)
ppl.. my blog abit got problem.. if u see ur link is not there.. erm..
send me ur url.. den i'll link u.. sorry..!
im thinking of you!
11:32 AM <3
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hey peepx.. my blog got problem.. i'll solve when im back.
away to church..
sorry.. but still can tagg la. all the links missing nia.
im thinking of you!
2:23 AM <3
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yesterday night..
went to TM to get my new wallet..
yup.. from my daddy..
:)
it is for 3rd in class and also my bdae..
i want many many many things..
i got a whole list of wishlist...
well including one that money cant buy..
next time den type the whole chuck of things i want la.
i got my letter to go make IC liao..
wahaha.. so happy..
wah..gtg liao.
Later goin CHC la...
:)
am i still their friends?
im thinking of you!
1:58 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, June 11, 2005
i miss all the
S/CLTs and
CLTs..
i miss
foxtrot 5..
i miss HQ...
i practically miss every moment of
spec course..
is onli 4 days course.. yup im sure that there is a bond in foxtrot 5..
everyone cooperate wif one another..
b4 i go to SPEC course.
i've been thinkin that "shit another torturing camp"
im gonna b independant cos everyone will be seperated.
yup thru enuff.. in foxtrot section1 there is onli one BV girl.
me..
in the whole foxtrot.. onli me a chinese female cadet..
i was so isolated..
yup.. in the end.. still.. made friend wif this PRCS girl.
i dunno her name... :(
didn ask for email or contact no. also.. LOL..
no time la...
onli gave someone my email add n my no. onli..
moreover is last min de lor..
cos already wan to book out le..
foxtrot 5 PC APC temporary PC and some S4..
aiya..lots of SirS.. all said things which were kinda touching..
erm... try to b hard.. bear my tears..
yup..
manage.. didn cry..
this is the very first time i can control my tears.
there is a obvious reason y i didn want to cry.
shouldnt b mention.
another reason is bcos.. specialist should b tough...
shouldn cry easily.. yup yup..
yup.. im gonna prove to my PC now that i have confidence.
im dying to go for
SSC..
in my mind i noe that is quite impossible..
i thought through about PC's story..
yup.. he tot he couldn go for SSC.. but in the end he make it thru.
but i juz cant find my own
confidence..
i noe myself that im not up to the standard.. so i shouldn wish much.
still i wan to go SSC...
cos that would practically the last course to attend le.
i dun see part Ds have any course to attend.
if i dun get to SSC, i think spec course was already the last course im goin.
next time goin HQ.. MAYB onli to accompany parts to go onli..
i really miss the moment that all spent together in HQ..
i learn lots of thing..
and im sure i will contribute to NCC from now..
i dun wan my PC to look down on me...
i wan to strive hard to go SSC..
nothin is impossible as long as i try..
*youdidnothingwrongbutijuzwanttoignoreyou
im thinking of you!
10:12 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, June 10, 2005
finally...
spec course finish alreaDy..
:)
n im already missing all the fellow cadets and SCLT & CLT.
yup.. overall review for the camp in this entry..
all the SCLT, CLT were so kind and nice on the last day.
yup.. and i actually regretted writing the "testimonial" saying
APC of
foxtrot5 is selfish..
in actual fact, no he is not..
i simply have nothin to talk abt him cos im not attached to his grp.
yup yup...
so during the AAR section, send a foxtrot5 people to say that
"we appreciate
CLT melvin Sir as he sick still attend to foxtrot 5 every single day for the spec course."
yup yup.. i juz wan to say
sorry to him lar..
so.. APC..
CLT melvin toh is a funny person who have been sick since saturday.
pray for him to get well soon!
so he practically have no voice to shout!
he dun look like a 17 yr old guy..
lol.. he look older.. :p *no offence*
he is nice at times and also fierce and strict at the correct time..
foxtrot 5 PC,
SCLT lin shen an Sir.
he always have this smile on his face.
den he shout is aometimes unexpected de..
can be quite scary also..
he is so white.. dunno y NCC not tanned de..
he is a great Sir.. who is studyin in serangoon JC..
hmm...1987.. 18yrs old..
actually i tot CLT melvin is older.. by looks la..
:p
foxtrot 5 temporary PC.
sir fadhlee..
yup.. strict sir who can be quite jokey at times.
he has this hair like some chicken..
LOL.. no offence..
overall all three SIRs are great.. :Pmade some new friends in foxtrot 5..
yup.. all of them are quite gentleman.
hlp girls kp water bottle today cos we wearing no. 3
overall i tot foxtrot performance is better than Echo..
yup yup..
im so happy..
2nd sgt.. :)
thanks to all the SIrs and Ma'amS.
im thinking of you!
1:41 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, June 08, 2005
today was the second day of SPEC course..
nothin much today, GSK test and both mutual.
had both mutual test.
so damn doom.. i no confident to get at least a rooftop liao.
cos my IFC mutual yup.. did the wrong one.
so i didn prepare for the correct one..
big HAIX..
i talk wat i can remember from wat SIR LIN taught ur yesterday.
den is like my mind is so blank..
yup i end my IFC mutual in less than 5min..
i was so damn DOOM.. how get 2nd Sgt like this?
HAIX..
den for trainfire mutual.. whee~!
i onli forget one point when i went up..
too kan jiong la..
i forget to say, " it is essential for u all to noe how to load and unload a magazine wif rounds as it is the basic requirement b4 any firing could take place.."
i say thank u den i remember..
and for both mutual.. guess wat i didn say?
"im coporal fanglin from bedok view" <==
yup i didn say~
how power rigHt?
but at least i had the confidence when i go up for trainfire mutual.
i had no regrets. :p
oh well,
nearly late today.
reach blk 245 at 7:43
we had 2 more mins!
but we made it.
but we met at 6!!!
wah! tmr meeting at 5:30..
LOL!
oh ya.. thanks khairunnisa father to fetch so many ppl home.
thanks~
today when it was abt time to go home. it started to rain..
and i was so sleepy already..
we waited till 7:20 or so.. den we march off..
guess wat? it was still drizzling. it was so cool..
LOL..
n SCLT lin marching timing is so so so so fast..
Foxtrot 5 section 1 march so so so so so so fast..
but nevertheless is still fun lar.!
spec course rawkx man!!
update tmr! need go study NCC army badge test tmr liao..
<3
im thinking of you!
12:00 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, June 07, 2005
first day of spec course..
fun is the word i can describe.
i hope to get 2nd sgt..
im in platoon F5.. foxtrot 5 same as rabiatul.
and today i juz noe fighting from temp position is not the one i do.
i wan to redo. but simply no timE!
so.. as wat ma'am say.. i'll juz say wat she told me!
how am i goin to explaIn?
im so scarEd!!
im thinking of you!
11:42 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, June 05, 2005
im juz so tired this week..
i juz woke up and had my breakfast.
this is the first time i woke up so late..
im so so scared and excited at tmr spec course..
times fly so fast. i still remember myself as a part A cadet.
now it's time for me to go spec course.
and i sincerely hope i do well...
yesterday went to airport early in the morning.
to have my prelim on my mutual.
and i screwed up my own mutual..
i did talk and explain stuff.. bt the problem is i miss out quite alot.
but still i didn forget everythin lar..
den we went off there at abt 11:50 ++
o ya.. early in the morning first i saw JM.. wahaha.. in dunman high uniform
lol.. cool dude..
den when me rabiatul khairunnisa suhaila sheikha reach airport.
we saw Alvin NG!!!
OMG.. he's so so so so hot!!!
i tot onli me and khairunnisa is crazy. but guess wat, rabiatul is crazy too.
:p
he's juz so so so hot and cute.
but too bad he's flying away...
after prelim went back to bedok. went to buy the bottles.
den we went to library.. slack till 2 den go home..
oh ya.. i want to apologise to ma'am li ting. *sorry ma'am...
today i have no plan.. but im gonna practise on my mutual.
im so so scared..
tmr gonna b the day.!
hope i at least get someone wif me!
i shall blog every night when i return from spec course!
:D
im thinking of you!
4:00 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, June 04, 2005
damn.. internet connection got problem juz now.
i sign in MSN den it auto sign out.. wTf!
okie.. basically today when out to accompany adeline to take skirt from kelly
den kelly hlp adeline on mutual.
den Nandini and Syazwani came..
by then adeline's mutual board already finish le.
den we talk lotsa stuff..
wah... tmr prelim for the mutual.. damn stress sia..
cant believe holiday is also so stressful..
but nvm.. bear wif it la.. no choice..
i also want to have a rank also mah..
i left the place at 3 den head down to PP mac..
and u noe waT?
ngiam cant b contacted, and i was so piss..
khairul last min thigns cropped up, im so piss too..
AND so i head back homE..
den MSn got this stupid problem...
took like F*Ckin long time to sign in..
DAMN it!
im so so not prepare for the test tmR!!
someone hlp me!
i still have the bloody hell sunday market proposal.
wah lau!!
holiday is so stressful!!!
damn!!
im thinking of you!
1:44 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, June 03, 2005
today woke up at 8..
den left hse at 8:45 to go to khai hse..
LOL.. so early rigHT?
siao one.. den reach there abt 9:30.
waited for 69 like f*c*ing 30mins!! den 3 bus came together.. wTH!
den we do mutual board..
den we went so crazy when they found out smth..
damn~!
den nandini came at abt 3:50
den we ask her lots of question..
hey thanks.. finally finish the 2nd board.!
den we talk alot of rubbish.. LOL
nandini gave me a shock of my life when i was abt to board my father's car!
LOL.. it turn out to b a different person!
phew!
tmr goin out again! sian sia!!
cant slp till 10! :(
blog nxt time!
i hope im 18 soon!!!
im thinking of you!
11:45 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, June 02, 2005
i cant stand her anymore..
trying to act pitiful or smth?
wat does she really wants?
attraction from eveyone?
well in actual fact lotsa ppl hate U!
today woke up at 8 cos suhaila called me!
well, i told u all im not buying the board like on tuesday.
wake me up from my beautiful dream!
*no offence*
den i bath den i watch fruit basket..
den after that use com till 10:45 was suppose to meet adeline and khairunnisa at bedok at 11am.
LOL!
den i bath again. came out at 10:55.. kinda late already.
den when i was at the bus stop waiting for bus is already 11..
i was the last to reach, den after that went to independant there to buy board.
den we head down to pasir Ris to meet Amelia & Sheena..
yup.. actually didn really do anythin..
cos we had no idea wat to do magazine filling.
damn crazy sia.. they wanted to ask NS guys..
SIAO!
den we head down to ECP..
and
ADELINE, kick me in the water so hard sia..
my knee cap there bled..
damn!
LOL..
den after that khai treat cab.. we head home.
thanks khai.. ;)
untitled:
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me...
im juz wondering whether BY rememebr wat happen 2mths ago.
=an jing=`
im thinking of you!
10:46 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, June 01, 2005
my blog is boring!
i have no idea hu ish readin..
den ish like no one tag.. sian sia..
im still coming up wif my poem..
lol.. so YM and nigel.. u two wait and see.
haha...
my plan for this holiday is to study real hard after my spec course.
i'll finish up all homework i hope..
im gonna return to how i am in sec1
when i do all my homework..
now sec3 it seems like most of the time i heck homework.
cannot already, muz do homework le..
like wat miss leong said not all my effort is put in MYE..
got to work on my L1R5 if i really wan go that JC.. not naming it first.
suppose to be at victoria concert hall wif tricia.
but i didn go..
tmr goin out to do mutual again.. LOL.
i hope to pass it... or else i have no comment..
yup yup.. spec course ish next week..
ish actually less than a week..
everyone so gan jiong liao...
so so scared cant do well...
im a person without self-confidence.
and that is something a person should not have!
i dun even dare to speak up in front of a grp.
sad sad...
i cant do thigns well alone.. but onli thing..
i can study alone..
ngiam,when u wan to studY? u say book me.. till now
haven receive ur call sia...
anyone wan here tong hua on piano?
call my fone.. haha.. ish abit onli..
no. available on "about" i think..
but ish somewhere in my blog la..
after so long of practise. i kind of play it fluently..
kind of onli..
haha...
im so boreD!
im thinking of you!
12:56 PM <3
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adeline