Feel the heat/ Sunday, April 24, 2005
im sad..
i can see that he cant forget abt his ex.
compare me to his ex.
haix....
im always losin out of the battle..
=(
sometimes.
i feel like tellin him.
i noe... there's still some girls hu like him.
so..
even if i tell..
i would nv nv nv ever win his heart.
i think *she is comin back le ba...
should i juz have a silent crush on him?.
thou i noe he noe already,
i think i shouldn tell him any more further.
i dun wan more.
i dun wan another guy to ignore me for a yr..
i think i should juz....
see him wif other girls ba..
that would b better right?
cos i would still b a friend of his.
thou, within me i would b hurt.
but im still his friend..
erm.. bertrand.. if u happen to read my blog..
im sorry..
i think u're angry ba..
i wun talk abt me and him anymore.
sorry..
im thinking of you!
1:35 PM <3
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im talkin to a idiot.
hu try to pose himself as jin long!
some lamer.. lol!
haha.. i cant stop laughin cos i noe he's mad... lol...
shit.. CME project haven do yet.. haha..
is was overdue so loong le..
yesterday had NCC...
we had mutual test..
im so so so so scared..
i think i did.. quite okie.. but juz tat..
the whole part C did somethin wrongly..
erm.. i was so so happy that i did the demostration correctly..
cos adeline and elisa both did wrongly..
i think i talk the fastest.. i dunno y.. is like less than 5 min..
i got up.. i wasnt so scared le.. cos.. i also dunno y..
after the test was PT... den off we went home!
got home.. faster bath.. i ate a biscuit for my dinner and off i go tuition.
lol..
so siao.. so rush. cant even have proper meal.. haha..
after tuition came home.. talk a bit com siao..
cannot sign in msn..
i tired le den i off the com and go to slp..
den i msg *him
haha.. lol!
got reply.. haha..
now.. my com okie liao.. can use le.. haha
msn also can after 1 hr of signing in.. haha..
im thinking of you!
4:23 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, April 21, 2005
watever u told me are all fake..
i cant take the truth..
i cant..
u left a scar within me..
u noe..
i seriously think tat...
u dun like me...
im juz so so so so sad now.
i wan to burn your hse down...
i hate myself...
i wan u back..
i regretted to hold the A maths textbook..
i regretted everythin..
i should have go to the church wif u.
i cant think that we are friends now.
i would rather forget u...
im sorry...
im juz so so sad now...
tears couldnt stop rollin down my eyes..
im thinking of you!
11:19 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, April 18, 2005
today was my first time i went to church.
ish city harvest church.
u noe is like so fun.
den is like their service dun look like service.
i noe alot of ppl today!
got cute guys. haha..
den after that..
we went to cell grp ppl the parents de shop to eat
lolx. nice and cheap.
den the father drive us to jurong east mrt..
wif this weirdo.
and 2 other guys.
dunno their name.
i noe they are cool.
haha.
after that on mrt. me sock and ngiam say alot of secret.
den is like.. i got to noe of this smth.
den i was kind of hurt. but i cant show them.
haix.
but it was solve.
den came home.
wif ngiam.
i taught her logarithms.
hope she understand.
den after that my father fetch her home.
den i ate me dinner.
here i am..
typin this entry..
saya cinta kamu.
=D
im thinking of you!
12:29 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, April 16, 2005
today went out wif *him for the first time.
lolx. kinda excited and nervous at first.
but no idea why. once i saw him.
i relax.
i carried A maths textbook wif me.
cos i have evil plan.. haha
lolx! it didn happen..
mayb u can try harden next time. haha
after that went to NCC shop to buy swimming badge.
after tat went to library to drink.
cookies & cream milkshake is nicer than some berry drink.
lolx!
i hate berry!
Went home after that.
after i bath and dry my hair.
i went online for 10min?
den i get dress in no.3
and off i go for the speech day thingy.
I went early bcos to accompany adeline.
see i so nice.. =)
it was kind of boring.. stand there.. lolx
den the Guest of honour thinks that he is president or smth.
he was like walk for inspection den ask qns to some and stuff..
leg pain le.. he still walk so slow..
but overall it was fun!
i love u!
im thinking of you!
1:46 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, April 15, 2005
i noe u loves me..
i'll love u too...
im thinking of you!
12:23 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, April 14, 2005
.
but juz feel like bloggin.
ngiam: u not failin e maths le.
neither u failin chinese. =)
to terence:
erm. erm. can u reconsider? pls.
im thinking of you!
12:37 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, April 12, 2005
is there such a word?
=), =(
i duno how im feelin now. i noe is not happy. neither is very sad.
i mean. i like u!!!!! yes the u... but i cant tell u.. cos
ur my good friend?
im juz afraid that.. u might ignore me after that..
so i rather kp it to myself..
but i can bear it..
i dunno y...
im talkin abt u.
so if u noe is u. pls pls pls dun ignore me..
pls pls pls..
jiandanai
im thinking of you!
12:16 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, April 10, 2005
early in the mornin.
he told me that.
i mean doesnt he noe a thingy?
we are juz close friends ba..
shouldn b thinkin of it more..
moreover. he has many many admirer..
so many girls admire him..
idun think i even have a place in his heart lo.
haix...
for now.. i juz hope..
"it" wun happen....dounoeimtalkinabtu
im thinking of you!
9:32 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, April 09, 2005
he's nice.. haha.. lolx..
tall n fair..
today had ncc after school..
i forget to bring the "beret" den have to go home and take.
when i reach home is like 1:15..
i take go downstair is like 1:25 le..
den the damn bus wait so long nv come.
den tryphoza called me tell me they fall in already.
the time was changed to 1:30 and i didn noe.
so amanda being kind say take cab she pay..
lolx!
Reach school at abt 1:45.. late for 15 min but they didn scold..
cos the actual time to fall in is at 2..
is juz tat they wan talk abt mutual n CnC test.
today got rehearsal on the GOH thingy..
im not in GOH but lucky enuff to b in supportin..
is so funny n fun lo..
den have to stand there like statue.. haha
but is fun la..
after the rehearsal..
i had my CnC test.. oh god disaster.
i cried.. for stupid reason..
but is nice to give command..
im juz afraid of mutual test... which is in 2 weeks time..
scaredd le.. haha..
im kinda sleepy..
bye!
im thinking of you!
1:45 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, April 06, 2005
yoz ngiam.. sorry for everythin
errmm.. have this "quarrel" made us closer.?
wahaha..
i hope so.. lolx...
cos actually very rare for friends NOT to quarrel..
lolx.. nvm is over..
Boredd..
err.. i notice ah..
this paricular person have been ignorin me since..
err.. yesterday..
lolx.. wat sia.. i msg him dun reply de..
hmm.. bz on his new crush.. :(
haiz..
whee~
i skipped history "remedial" yesterday.
wahaha..
den hua lala said those who didn go den if fail the next test
she'll call our parents and tell them we didn go for remedial.
wat sia.. :(
i die die have to pass liao..
cos i bluff my parents i go remedial mah..
so no excuse sayin i didn go..
hmmm..
is too late le i think..
cos he n her goin start a relationship..
should have told him earlier..
haix..
well, watever nigel said is very true..
tell the 3 words to them.. b4 it's too late..
im thinking of you!
10:45 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, April 01, 2005
so everythin is my fault la?
told u i apologise.. is there a need to tell the whole world?
since when i look down on u?
hu is the one who ps me first?
is u who when with ur new best friends first de lo...
u always walk ahead of me and b wif them..
of cos i go and look for shirla rite?
When did i look down on u?
u dunno things i teach u...
didn i?
u think u continue like this it wun affect u?
im juz being a true friend to tell u that u might neglect on ur studies rite?
i didn say u had bad attitude towards studyin rite?
i juz say i cant stand it...
n wat.. i onli ps u for SS onli..
den after SS u went wif her already..
wat? i call u back..
u continue walkin.........
Ya.. mayb bcos i dun have a stead like u do...
den i have no common topic wif u all.. tat's y im so left out....
and i dunno anythin abt u and him.
and i ask u when i look down on u..
u told me sec1..
im talkin abt now.. n y did u look back to 2 yrs ago..
as i said.. u have ur sttrength is in english and chinese...
my strength is maths... so wat?
i teach u watever u ask me rite??????
Fuck it man... everythin is me la.. pin point on me la..okie? im weak la...im at fault la...IM sorry............
im thinking of you!
4:00 PM <3
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it's 16:40 now..
and im alone at home..
so boring!! siann..
today is the suckest day man...
dun wan to think abt it anymore..
it's pissing me...
MAYB is my fault ah...
NVM...
Been stressed up this few days..
studyin like siao...
i wan get 8 marks for my "O" level..
which is quite inpossible...
but i wan... so i've been studyin..
i dun wan to retain...
im tryin to clear all the maths homework i've owe.
which can b done by monday..
im confident that i will..=)
so boredd.. chattin wif zhen long and tricia..=)
lolx.. i have a new godbro le..
hmmm.. jeffrey for PYSS...
=)
Im gonna take grade 5 theory exam this yr.. n i hope i'll pass..
=) cos.. i wan to finish piano asap to pursue my violin..
or else violin at home like useless de.. thou i noe how to play la..
den after violin.. i'll go to drums i hope...
den we shall see...=)
compose by me:
Love needs time to nurture...
It wun always turns out well..
Love comes and go quick... u wun noe the next second u might b in love..
tellin " i love you" to someone...
hopin u can hear it too..
but dun b sad if u dun..
cos at least he/she noes how u feel abt him/her..
every road there is a turn..
like everyday there is circumstances...
when there's a problem..
there ought to be a solution..
dun b afraid to get rejected..
wun it b better to noe that u have no chance den thinkin u have chance?
y not juz face the future..
there ought to b a better person u will meet...
stay happy always..
cos u onli have a life..
y not juz live it wif happiness?
improfessoryang
im thinking of you!
8:51 AM <3
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adeline