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havin...conference wif princess shirla & pro MJ...
siann...
im so so pai seh!!!!
can he juz answer anort..
i seriously dunno wat to say leh...
haiz...............................sad!!!!!!!!



does that okie really means okie?
or iz it shirla hu force u to say okie?
if it's a force.. wat's the use?
i mean.. since is not u wan one den...
isn't it useless...



haix.....
that whole conference was a disaster lo...
haix.....
hlp me la someone... im so so so so upset wif everythin...

im thinking of you!
12:27 PM <3

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i had a bored day today... sian..
wah.. mr goh already leave le..=(
i hate that new teacher.. dun wan think abt it..
sian sia.. dunno wat to do now.. so i decided to blog...


hmmm..does "he" read my blogg?
dunno y.. today i juz feel that i miss u badly..
lolx.. 26th of march.. =(
6 more days... april fool day.. lolx
dun wan to expand more abt the info.
should i b happy cos we are friends or should i b cryin bcos that's all we can b?
=(


sian...
today type a looong testimonial for CK...
siann.. den i dunno hu to type testi to.. but have the urge to type testi today
so bored..
=( haix...


*zhen long..
dun b sad anymore..
lolx.. dun sigh la u bastard..
the more i ask u not to sigh the more u sigh sia..



I got 5th in class position.. kinda proud of myself..
but that's not all i put in..
actually i drop in E maths.. from a1 to a2.. haix.. sad sia
ppl say A maths should b done badly den E maths.. but i is the other way round sia..
lolx.. i got 87.5 for A maths... =)
i hope to maintain or get better..
my percantage is onli 60.6!!
haix.. i shall study harder...



i made a bet with baoyun..
i'll try to beat him in my O level..
thou is quite impossible..10 points..
i goin faint soon...
lolx...



shallblogagainnexttime

im thinking of you!
3:07 PM <3

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To whomever it may concern:

Closing my eyes,
thinking of the only you
hope you would know how i feel for you
As i dun have the courage to tell you.


Does love really exists,
i really hope it does.
I've hint to you so many times.
But you just don't get it everytime.


I don't want to know who u have a crush on,
cos' it definitely hurts me,it really does
but do you know how i feel?
I bet u don't as i'm always happy infront of u.


Looking into the mirror,
I asked myself,"Am i Really in love with you?"
My heart juz smile,BUT
I wonder why there's tears in my eyes.


I'm always feeling the sourness,
that u always give.
I actually can't stand it,
but i guess i'll juz bear with it.


There wasn't any secret between us actually,
as time goes by, there seems to b lots.
Our distance had been widened once again
Pls god, let it be close again


I promise,
I would continue the friendship now
I just want to let u know
u actually means alot to me..
I love you.

im thinking of you!
2:09 PM <3

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hey...
sori...
thousand and thousand of sorry i'm tellin u..
Dun be angry liao la...
i'm guilty thou...
sori..
this is actually the first time u make me so so guilty..
and is also the first time U...
made me cry...
told u sori le..
and u told me sori cant help...
haix...
sori la!!!
and can u juz trust me..
U dun trust me...!!!!
haix.....

im thinking of you!
12:03 PM <3

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im thinking of you!
1:00 PM <3

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i cant believe it!!
She asked a stupid qns..
Damn it!! jk of the day.. mayb YR!!
"teacher i ask u, there's bomb shelter right?
is there earthquake shelter?"
she can jolly well ask in her brain first..!!!
If there's a earthquake.. everythin will drop down..
prove to me!! the "earthquake shelter" will hang down there..
this is wat i told the gal bside me..
and we both starts to laugh like no one business..
GOD!!!



o god!! stupid qns!!!

im thinking of you!
1:22 PM <3

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back from a boring tuition!!


Teacher didn come today!!
Mr Yeo took over.. lolx..
my sec1 maths teacher!! wahaha
He knows mr Daniel YOng!!
wahaha.. i have no idea y.. but he knows.


Lolx.. i not goin to mention name..
but this particular person he's cute!!
Macho..cute.. hair messy.. tall..
jay chou's voice.. whaha
he's the perfect person.. lolx
but i noe hu he like..wahaha


I am 0nline thinkin of msn nick..
and this weirdo ask me put
"junming rawkz" den change to "christopher rawkz"
nvm.. is his idea... i shall stick!!! lolx


Boredd!!
I'm waitin for "your" reply..

im thinking of you!
3:08 PM <3

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I'm feeling damn bored!!!


Wahaha.. i'm so so bored!! tmr my sister goin for camp..
meanin i'll starve man!!! haix
cos i lazy walk down la!!!
Haix... CME project haven do yet.. tat MJ fault!! URGH!!!
Tmr i shall do homework!!
I think.. i will..


Juz now when for tuition..
Damn crap sia.. i didn noe 5 start..
they say 5.30 wor..
nvm.. is fun.. i go buy drink.. den very funny..
i put one dollar come out 1.30
wahaha.. drinks for free..profit 0.30
wahha
lolx..
didn do anythin much..
juz read 4 compo and go home le..
actually tuition got Jun ming.. now dun have liao..
BORED!!!!

im thinking of you!
1:11 PM <3

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i'm happy but sad


i've finally got Clarence Tham no. but he change le..
bian huai le.. haiz
he isn't that guy who is close to me durin primary school..
haix..hope he can change back to a better person.. really..
i hope to get our friendship closer once more.
Will we b able to do it depends on u le..


itbreaksmyhearttoseeyouchangetosomeonewhoisntyou

im thinking of you!
3:09 PM <3

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holiday so boring eh..
haix.. nv see "nico" very long le..
i miss "nico" so much!!! not that 3e5 nico..



Didn go for sports heats today..
Khairul forget remind me and i overslept
partly is bcos my leg injured also la..
O ya.. I have a MP3.. wahaha..
is no big deal but i have one.. :p


currently chattin wif nigel(me didi) :p and ngiam
Ngiam facin some problem but she dun wan tell me
am i tat not trustable? haix
ngiam, need someone to talk to call me,
thou i might not be a gd advicer.. but i'm definitely a gd listener.
i dun charge u..:p



actually my leg still hurts.. but i told khai is okie le.
cos i dun wan her feel guilty..
:)
ppl tag my board.. and answer this qns..
Do i BULLY ppl?
haix...



LeFtHeRe&bBaCkSoOn

im thinking of you!
12:41 PM <3

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heh.. todae was the best day ever.. juz back from marine parade library... =)
lolx.. me sylvia when to meet mr goh..den cynthia came along..
i was actually the extra la.. but i wanted to go wahaha..
we expect mr goh to wear that long sleeve shirt.. wahaha but he didn..
he wore t shirt.. lolx.. :p (his fone ringtone sucks... heh.. no offence `cher)
from 10:30 until 4:30.. long time spend wif him.. and 3/4 of the time he was talkin
chinese.. lolx.. he's so humorous.. wahaha.
he said that he's abt to vomit blood out.. lolx..cos cynthia and sylvia dunno alot of things..
haha.. lolx.. and we had quite a nice day wif him...
lolx.. secret code.. (11.20,8.80) wahaha.. onli me cynthia sylvia noe wat is this..
lolx..he's indeed the best teacher.. lolx.. his girlfriend very chubby.. not those type slim slim de
BUT their looks very "pei4" haha...


Shallblognexttime

im thinking of you!
9:17 AM <3

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*yawn..bored!
I'm back from A maths tuition!!
boring sia..
Teacher nv come den mr yeo relieved..
Den he dunno where we stop den he reTEACH log..
boring!!
last week Mr Wee already teach liao le!!
waste of my time..


But something funny happen la..
grp of gals from Pasir Ris..
came back from camp..
den one gal got this instrument..
teacher thought was er hu..
i mean plz la.. er hu where got so bigg?? lolx
somemore still think of violin!! chinese orchestra eh..


Den 'cher was like lookin thru our school.
so to Bedok view he ask..
"mr daniel Yong in ur school right"
immediately i laugh.. wahha
cant believe wahaha of all teacher mr. Yong
lolx!
No offence!!



And here i'm online now..
thinkin of wat to put as my nick..
wah.. cant think of any...
den i when to ask ppl..
christopher teo jun ming (jay chou look-a-like) gave me a gd nick
"junming rawkz" den became"christopher rawkz"
wahaha.. guess i'll remain this.. lolx!!!

im thinking of you!
2:54 PM <3

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whee!!! i'm back from NCC camp..
heh.. this time.. alot of uniform grp are havin their campss.
lolx.. NPCC,SJAB, GG, NCC girls'.. lolx



THis is the best camp i ever attend.. though it was tiring.. but it was fun..
saturday fall in at 8:00 we do the admin stuff and were seperated into 6 grps..
Lucky lucky, i got khai in my grp.. :p
after admin..we played some games la.. den after that we did soem marching then we had our lunch..
after lunch.. we had our CnC(command & Control) test.. lolx.. it was quite fun..:p
after CnC tedt had, err.. amazing race.. lolx.. we went to Dashima's hse to do.. wahaha..
out of 24 item.. we had 21...not bad thou.. but bcos the other half of our grp didn get 8 things..
or watever.. we wasnt the top grp..
after amazin race.. we had our field cookin..maggie,eggs,veg,chicken fillet.. :p
After that we watch a freakin horror movie.. "FACES"
urgh!! was freakin scared.!!!
but luckily.. didn have night walk.. or else.. wow.. i'll die..
after that ParT C suppose to have santry duty.. (dunno how to spell)
my time slot was 1:30-2:00(imagine!!!)




The next day.. which is sunday.. as usual PT starts off the day..
den we had our breakfast and head to changi village there to take boat/ferry to Palau Ubin
heh..!! it was cool man.. on the boat shouted like hell.. cos the uncle drive here and there..
Den nearly knock a very big ship.. everyone in my boat was like OMG!!!
We had orienterrin there.. and my grp was like somehow early..wahaha
after that we had lunch in changi village..
head back to school..had mutual test.. Haix i think i failed..
i talked some crap rubbish!!
afetr mutual.. had game.. den i fell down on the game station.. bcos Khai was enthu in it..
she ran b4 i reach the point.. n causin me to trip her leg.. and fall!!
my chin had blue black sia.. haix.. leg also injured.. sad! =(
after that we had our field cookin.. was nice sia..
2 cans of curry chicken,1 can of hot dogs, 1 can tuna, bread, campbell soup..
lolx..
after that we had talentime.. did some stupid stuff.. lolx..
after that had duty again.. this time i was the first batch..11:11:30
NP wanted to switch off the lights as they had night walk..
once we off the light, a sec1 gal started cryin.. say when she open her eyes a face in front of her...callin her..
THIS freak me out!!!!! Mdm, NCOs' didn get to noe abt it..
I cant slp that night...ScArEd!!!!


den in the mornin.. have PT but i fall out.. my legs still hurts..(thanx ah Khai) lolx.. jkin jkin
after tat breakfast then we pack stuff, clean toilet, classroom.. den we go home le..
So here i am typin this whole thing out..
heh..

Shallblognexttime

im thinking of you!
4:28 AM <3

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i'm simply juz bored!!


I wan to make this clear to whoever thinks i like zhen long.
I dun like him.. and neither he likes me.. understand u ppl?
whoever been gossipin.. heh.. we dun like each other.
onli find him cute.


Holidays finally starts.. but i dun really hope to have holidays.
After this holiday will be homeroom system..
Monday Wednesday Friday got e maths onli.. haix
meanin.. i cant see Mr. goh everyday.. i'm craziee abt him liao
but not to the extent of likin him


tml camp starting.. Bored!! lolx.. i hope it will be fun..
I'm quite excited abt it.. but adeline wun b there
sniff sniff.. i'll miss uu de..
goin palau ubin on sunday wif SJAB( i think)
i hope there isn't any nite walk..
i'm actually quite afraid but i have to b brave..


Shall block later again at night
mrgohiscute

im thinking of you!
8:26 AM <3

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i used to think that he's this weird teacher who wun noe how to teach..
but i was so so wrong.. he isn't boring at all.. he's such a fun loving teacher
it is always his maths lesson den we will slack.. but still we get gd grades.
i think he's happy to teach 3e3 ba..



his maths lesson is so so interestin.. lolx.
he can see ghost which i was so freak out..
eeek..
he's a humorous teacher.
after many many lesson den he got along wif my class.
he always give us test.
like yesterday he give test..
i didn even noe how to do the last sum.. which is 30 marks..
i wrote"professor is dead" meaning i will fail..
today get back result..
when i went forward.. he told me this
"professor is not dead yet.. still alive"
he's so so nice!!!
but still is onli 52/100..
in the end he marked wrongly
changed to 51/100..
i started to cry..
den my friends check anyhow i got wrong marks.
changed to 60/100.. was damn happy..
den i counted myself.. i noticed.. wrong again
"wat? still wrong? tonight no need sleep le" that's wat he say
den changed to 56...
final marks 56.. same as MJ so we cant laugh at whoever.
overall.. juz wanna say.. he's nice..


i'm talkin abt my maths teacher Mr goh!


offtosleep..
dunbullymrgoh

im thinking of you!
7:55 AM <3

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i dun dare to face the truth.. i actually ask him y.. but the problem ish.. i dun dare to noe y.
in me there's this fear.. so.. mayb i shall not read it until at night.. i scare that i might cry again.
so.. best at night.. :p



Actually i'm juz back from my piano.. lolx. next week i got no piano. so i think can go out with Shirla lee.
haha.. wanted to watch movie.. so dunno.. anywae.. my theory did pretty well.. 96/100..didn quite expect it..
cos i lazy to do.. juz now anyhow scribble.. lolx. *i luv maths*



Tmr got maths test.. after common test still so many test.. lolx. let us relax for a while la..but nvm is maths.
lolx.. now onli history and D&T haven get back.. which i think i'm gonna fail.. badly.. :p nvm is the first common
test so dun bother much.. i need buck up le.. suddenly my class like so hardworking though is still noisy.
i think is they realyl study but dun listen in class.. lolx.


currently listening to jay chou's song.. wah.. jay voice really sounds like christopher teo jun ming voice.
lolx.. listen to jay is like listen to jun ming talkin.. wahaha.. compliment.. :p not an insult to jay ok..
really their voice is totally the same..


nothin to do now.. briefly talk nonsense.. wahaha.. bonkified nutcases is liek breakin liao le..
khai, suhara rarely sit with us anymore. onli me, marr, siobhan and ngiam lo.. den ain also
nv come down for recess.. haix.. mayb i shall go sit with my classmates also.. heh.. jkin nia.
i wun let bn down.. lolx.. i really hope we can be like b4 lo..



i cant deny that i kind of like my class now.. but still i miss 1e3, 2e3.. haix.. though 3e3 is noisy.. but
is fun lo..especially wif ppl like pawat always make fun.. talkin abt this.. let me briefly describe all
of my classmates.

GALS
aldila. i dun quite noe her.. but i noe she is a fun person to mix wif.. always wif shirla.. :p
remember that first week of school she lost her passport cant return to sg.. lolx.
tryphoza: my friend who is so craziee and is sittindg beside me. her english damn power sia.. must
learn from her.. :p she's nice.. always buy me sweets.. lolx..
clariss: she's this prefect in my class who have a hair style kind of same like amanda de.. lolx. she's nice..
but she poke ppl pain sia.. lolx.. :p
chai min: the gal who sometimes go off light.. close door.. she's by the door.. she's a fair and kind of soft spoken gal.
from st. john de.. lolx..
cindy: dun quite noe her.. but she's nice.
cleo: another craziee one.. lolx.. haha..quite tanned.. she's as nice as tryphoza.. :p her hair very nice..
dolly: she was from 3e5 but she's smart that's y come 3e3.. lolx.. she wants to be a singer i think.. lolx :p
erina: another pervert like dolly..lolx.. we were from the same sec1,2.. lolx. she's boy craziee.. lolx.. mr por..lolx
jung-yi: dunno herwell but i noe she's not from sg.. lolx..she is pro in chinese..
jaspreet: my maths challenge no.3.. lolx..
xiao-wei: look like freida ho.. lolx.. she's sweet and small juz like freida ho. lolx
sock hwee: another siao one.. but she's very very hardworkin.. if i'm not wrong we had the same tuition during
primary school rite? lolx..
nadia: another prefect.. lolx.. she's fierce.. :p
amanda: BN member.. wahaha.. she's of cos the perfect gal.. she's sweet, nice and everythin.. she's catchin up in maths
wif me le.. and also she's more hardworkin den me.. (i think)
shirla lee: the one who laugh/talk damn loud one.. sitting somehow next to me.. cannot stand her laughin.. lolx..
but she's nice la.. one advice to her. skirt pls get longer a bit..i think mj cant stand le.. lolx..
kai'en: her clique.. JKMS.. lolx.. she's nice.. and courteous.
man hong: another st.john.. lolx.. she's nice and also chinese pro. haha.. lolx..
queenie: that gal who sit next to the door... lolx.. play RO and has an admirer.. lolx..
tricia: PDS gal.. NPCC.. lolx.. she's lookin up on me for maths.. err.. my maths not that good now.. lolx..
me: u noe hu i am..

GUYS
chen chao: cant say he's irritatin but he is.. but he's nice to provide sweet everyday.. but dun sing in class anymore le.. thanx
derrick: my primary school mates.. dun even think we end up in the same class but in the end we did..he's nice but handwriting a bit messy
kok hwee: that cute guy in my class who last time dun look like whatever he's now... haha.. he's cute la..
chen wee: better known as LAM.. noisy fellow.. nv come class can concentrate more. but also he's a gd entertainer..
Minh: this vietnam guy.. my no.2 maths challenge.. lolx.. very very smart guy..
leon: sorry to say this but i think he has attitude problem.. everyday poke of hit me.. lolc.. pain eh..
jonathan: NPCC very very nice guy..owe me chocolate.. haha
eldric: he's nice.. i wan him to be back!!! he like to talk back but actually he is nice.. but alot of demerit points from him.
shao hong: ahem! ahem! i noe hu he like.. wahaha.. unexpected de.. lolx.. wahaha.. he's nice but fierce..
khairul: my class monitor... (me assistant :p) he's the best joker.. nice nice to noe him serious at work..play very hard too.
rememebr last yr national day.. lolx.. haha..
teck siong: my primary school mate.. sec1,2,3.. wahaha siao liao.. so long still together.. lolx.. my maths challenger no.4.. we were taught by mrs lee (maths hod, primary school) den we had silver for maths last yr durin competition. lolx
salihin: like to make fun of him.. he's nice.. ahem ahem.. t-e-n-g-k-u.. ahem.. lolx. he's very very very very nice guy la.. dnt rep.
chih hao: this guy who recently havea bomb hair style.. like chemistry put wrong substances den BOMB! hair.. wahaha..
bertrand: he's a nice guy who like jay chou also.. lolx.. if his face is nicer.. i would like him.. his character wise is very nice.
jun hong: tinky winky, dipsy, lala,po! teletubbies teletubbies say elo!! elo!! haha.. my class teletubby.. lolx.. he's nice la..
MingJay: the guy who has the same birthday as me.. hmm.. haha.. lolx.. he's very nice also but abit lz.. always ask ppl help do homework den critise somemore.. lolx.. always say nv bully ppl in the end bully me also.. haha.. jkin la.. he's a very nice guy who look at stars.. lolx.. my maths challenger no.1
xue ru: dun even noe him.. lolx.. nv talk to him b4.
pawat: class joker.. today his birthday!! happy birthday!! without him class will b very quiet.. so keep talkin.. lolxwe need some noise but not too much
jin long: maths challenger no.5 i think cleverest in class is him le..
min hua: another wanna-be-singer.. lolx drawin is very very nice.. lolx..


That's all abt my class..
teachers update next time..

blog next time
*iluvmymathsteachermrgoh*

im thinking of you!
12:47 PM <3

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i guess i shall carry on with my life without him. dun wan to think anymore. msg him is like msgin wall..

Damn bored today.. today lesson damn boring.. except mr goh's lesson..
His lesson is so so nice.. everyone simply slack.. but i act abit la.. pay attention.
cos no matter what some student have to pay attention mah. but i dun get what
he tryin to say as today i'm sick!! i havin fever.. lolx.

Mr goh can see ghost and is bloody hell freaky.. eek.. i'm in love wif mr goh!
ngiam, mr goh is mine.. u can take mr. yong..:p mr. goh is so cute!!!
i'll be damn sad when he leave during may14th.. haix.. i hope miss goh dun come back.
I noe i'm evil...

Damn bored.. goin offline soon le.. go practice my piano b4 goin for class..
dun wan get scoldin.. lolx.. but also.. my teacher nv scold me de..
haix.. i think i suggesting to my mother i wan to stop piano..
now i already grade5.. gd enuff le..

i think i'll shall blog next time.. b4 that..
zhen, thanx for sayin i'm nice..
in return, u are really really cute..
stay cool.. :p

i'msobored!

im thinking of you!
8:23 AM <3

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should i juz forget abt him and proceed on wif my life. or should i wait for.....? haix.

Todae got back a maths. first time in my life i won minh. but in the future i think he will win me le
juz made a bet with phann kea leang. lolx. trust me la.. i will get a1 for upcoming
a-maths test de. i'll try.. if i got study den can la. :p and rest assure, i'll
kick you soon!! b back in singaproe soon.!!!


Suddenly have the urge to go snow city.. i wan to play snow..haha.. snow is white.. so innocent
snow so cold can numb all my feelins.. no matter is sad or watever still can cover
lolx. holiday i wan go snow city.. long time nv go le.. find ppl go wif me
sian la.. nothin to blog le.. a maths 39/45 a1. top! :p

shall blog again soon.
till then, i still love ya.

im thinking of you!
1:07 PM <3

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I guess i shouldn ask much about him from now. as i deal, tonight 7pm i shall not msg him anymore le..
ok mayb 1 week or mth later.. den say la.. but i cannot tahan de lo.. see.. i shall control..

Juz now went out to study.. wah lau they end up bullyin me.. haix.. sad sad.. bought so many fries..
like is for free one.. still buy them 4 cones of ice cream.. haix.. i'm ez to bully?lolx.

but nvm la.. once in a blue moon treat ppl i dun mind lo. Dun take advantage of me!! :p
Tmr will get back a maths paper i think.. i hope to win most of the ppl..
Especially zhen long.. haha no offence..

Shall blog next time!! :)
aku masih cinta mu

im thinking of you!
9:46 AM <3

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I hope that time can b turn back. First of all turn back to primary six, i will then study very hard for my PSLE
and wun end up in bedokview. mayb like dunman high or some others good school. So if this is the case i wun
have noe so many ppl. Though i cant denied that i noe some very gd friends in BV but juz dun quite like it. Ppl
who noe me would noe y i dun wan to b in bedokview.

My handfone still have this msg.. should i really delete it or keep it? i dun wan to forget the past(mayb some).
haix. i really regretted what i've done previously.. this whole thing had change my character. Nowadays
i feel like hurtin ppl, scolding ppl for no reason.. thre's onli one reason behind y i am doing all..
*ppl sorry if i've hurt u in a way or another. I need time to change.

Shall blog next time.

I read the msg again. Feel like crying again. I hope i can forget you very very soon cos i can't beg u
for a patch. i Noe is impossible. I noe i've hurt u, i'm sorry.

im thinking of you!
9:48 AM <3

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i hope everythin is cleared now. dun wanna think abt it any more.
Baoyun!!!!! i found out that i still like u.. how am i suppose to live without u?
is it really an end? there's no turning point anymore le ah?
Wat makes u wan to break? and i'm actually stupid enough to say ok..
i didn even fight for my rights. mayb bcos last time u did the same thing ba.
but now is like..i regrett for not rejecting the idea of breakin.. can we turn back the time?
Though this might sound so drama stuff, but.. i'm kind of serious.


ah.. still feeling quite depress.. haix.. tmr i will have ncc so wun have time to blog tml..
mayb tml night..haix. i hate myself!! dunno y.. i'm kinda nervous now as i'm selling a book tmr!!!
ah!! feeling very err.. nervous la..

Shall blog next time!!

im thinking of you!
1:27 PM <3

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i wan to clarify all of the things. i didn say that is the NA i'm talkin abt in my very first entry. i onli say no offence to the na.. u get it? i didn say to the NA.. NA most of them are fast learner.. that's y they can b promoted.. whoever is the person.. i think u get it wrongly.. and also

To tryphoza: i really never talk behind ur back. neither i say dun wan to teach u or anythin lo.. i dunno y u say that in ur blog. i noe is ur blog u can sae anythin. but still.. i dunno y and how u get the idea from. well, if really my teaching is very bad then.. sori la.i'm not a qualify teacher like MR. goh.. so try, i'm sorry...

To human: i dunno y u say me proud.. mayb perhaps i'm really am.. but i dun think i noe u that y that u can judge me lo. i didn even say is the NA ppl... of cos they are really smart to get in here... n of cos i can say i'm stupid enuff with maths a1 and sci a2 to come to 3e3 la.. ok? i'm stupid la.. suit u to sae watever i am la.. i apologize to u...


haix.. everythin is hittin on me.. i'm dyin soon lo.. really.. sec3 is so bloddy hell stress.. failed like so many subjects.. english, physics, chem, ss.. tml will get back d&t most probably i think i also fail de lo.. haix..mayb i really very stupid to have end up in this class la.. haix... shouldn have live in this bloody hell world.. nothin is rite.. some cb world.. y did i even exist here??? AH!!!!!!!!!! GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!

im thinking of you!
11:44 AM <3

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sorry to all the na ppl i've offended.. In the first place i didn say all the NA... neither did i say is the na.. huever is the human.. i shouldn b that proud next time.. ok? sorry........ ok la.. i'm stupid enuff to end up in 3e3 ok? huever u are.. i noe u are smart la.. i'm not as smart as u... so overall i'm stupid!! whoever i've offended.. i'm really really sorry....ppl who is now promoted to express.. continue to workhard.. dun drop back down.. as long as u do daily work and listen in class there shouldn b a problem.. :p

im thinking of you!
12:40 PM <3

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i will remember today forever. early in the morning at mignight 00:23 recieved a msg which i hope that it was a dream.. but it's not.. haiz..... like this it ended le.. i also dunno wat is the bloody hell reason??bcos of my msn nick?? huh..?!? i still cant get it.. tryin to b happy.. but somehow failed to do so.. is kinda of a great impact to me.. cos is like so sudden... but we didn quarell b4 we break.. so is quite ok la.. mayb really i'm not suitable for him lo.. in my mind i still cant think that now he's my friend.. i cant b close to him anymore.. i cant tell him my problems any anymore.I have to accept the fact that it's over and i have to forget abt the past and juz face the future.. I'm goin on my own way now...!!! haiz!!! feel like cryin le.. i shall end here then..
*baoyun if u happen to read this entry.. err.. I'm sorry. i noe there's this somethin which i do wrong and u dun wan to tell me. sorry that i've hurt u alot of time. really i'm sorry.. haiz.. 3/1/2005 is totally not a day for me.. i noe that ur feelings for me had gradually faded away. that's y i cant say anythin..i have to accept that we are goin seperate way now.. u are no longer my bear anymore thou i hope that u will b mine forever..* :'(

im thinking of you!
12:29 PM <3

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