Feel the heat/ Wednesday, March 02, 2005
i will remember today forever. early in the morning at mignight 00:23 recieved a msg which i hope that it was a dream.. but it's not.. haiz..... like this it ended le.. i also dunno wat is the bloody hell reason??bcos of my msn nick?? huh..?!? i still cant get it.. tryin to b happy.. but somehow failed to do so.. is kinda of a great impact to me.. cos is like so sudden... but we didn quarell b4 we break.. so is quite ok la.. mayb really i'm not suitable for him lo.. in my mind i still cant think that now he's my friend.. i cant b close to him anymore.. i cant tell him my problems any anymore.I have to accept the fact that it's over and i have to forget abt the past and juz face the future.. I'm goin on my own way now...!!! haiz!!! feel like cryin le.. i shall end here then..
*baoyun if u happen to read this entry.. err.. I'm sorry. i noe there's this somethin which i do wrong and u dun wan to tell me. sorry that i've hurt u alot of time. really i'm sorry.. haiz.. 3/1/2005 is totally not a day for me.. i noe that ur feelings for me had gradually faded away. that's y i cant say anythin..i have to accept that we are goin seperate way now.. u are no longer my bear anymore thou i hope that u will b mine forever..* :'(
im thinking of you!
12:29 PM <3
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