Feel the heat/ Sunday, January 15, 2006
There are many things on my mind.
Im so confused..
O level is a stress. Thinkin of it makes me think that i dun have much time left.
And i need to study from now.
Im lazy to even start studyin!
We are still under the old system which is the 3 mths thing for JC.
I dunno whether i can make it to MJ or not..
I want to go MJ or TPJC. but... ARH~! this is crazy!! :(
Im alone at home now and i really dunno what to do.
And There are many things going thru in my head.
I dun even noe why im so troubled.
It's not the time yet to start such a thing.
I should and i will start studying!
Sometimes dun share too much things with ur friend.
Even if the closest one... i dun think they would be trustable.
I have 1 friend... I share lots of things with her.
She noes practically lots of things of me..
But she refused to share with me..
She took away smth impt from me...
She always like to makeme piss with all the stuff i told her.
But yet i have to act im okie.
i have no oneto talk to now.. cos i noe.. Even the closest friend cant be trusted.
Wat am i suppose to do?
you can label me as loner ba.
i wouldn vent my angers at u aNimore.
I made a wrong decision.
Will update again later at night! :)
WEEKENDS! WHERE ARE YOU?!
im thinking of you!
9:29 AM <3
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