Feel the heat/ Thursday, May 18, 2006
Im kind of tired of many things and even friends.
1st:
Im already very very very tired of it. I had been telling so many people how i hate it. Yes, i really hate it. I know nothing abt it. I don't want to concentrate on it. I don't like it. It's not because of the teacher. It's because of it. I hate it. Since sec 1 i had NEVER like it. Forcing me to take somthing i don't like will not have good result. I would just plainly anyhow do. I feel so guilty taking it. I feel so guilty of wasting my teacher's effort. PLEASE! I can't take it ANYMORE. If this continue, I wouldn't be able to concentrate on my OTHER subjects. I NEED TO GO MJ! I don't intend to include it in my L1R5. Seriously, it's just a waste of time. GIVE ME A BREAK!
2nd:
Spent nearly 3 yrs in it already. At first, it's fun to fight for the place. Now, there are so many problems. I can't face it anymore. Please, Can we Stop it? Others had stop it. Why not ours? If The reason of not stopping it is bcos of the others, then i think it's unfair to us. We need to study for our exam. This determine my future. You can say that I'm weak or anything. I don't mind. I can't take stress. You might say that since im stress about it, why do i still have another one that i doesnt complain. BECAUSE it doesn't eat into my freetime. Get it? Call me someone that can't take stress and problems. I have and had Enough of problems. I want it to stop NOW! which is practically impossible.
3rd:
I had enough of you already. I always spoil my plan. ALWAYS! When we want to go, you just spoil it. FINE! i don't mind u know. You don't really fit into us mind you. You are not very welcome. You think you have the extra thing Im scared of you. PLEASE! wake up!! You made so many people disliking you. Do you know that you have a big attitude problem? I tried to be nice, sorry but i can't take it anymore. Don't always think that you are in the right! Actually, you are at fault too. Please control your temper and please do not flare it up infront of anyone. This will make you a worst person.
4th:
Now, there's another YOU! It's kinda sad that you see things that way. It's kinda weird. I can sense another one joining us soon. It's kind of obvious that u give attitude to the people you doesn't like. But hey! at least u are not the worst! :D Anyway, if u see him that way, then I'm sorry. I DONT. or should i say WE DONT! Well, one's opinion is right too! SO don't fret about it. I'm not taking this to heart. But, the way you want to attract attention really makes me $(^*@. And how you like to cut into conversation really make me @%@&#&! well as i said, you are still a nice person not like the one ABOVE!
FOR NOW! THESE ARE THE THINGS I CANT TAHAN LE! TIRED
im thinking of you!
9:36 PM <3
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