Feel the heat/ Friday, May 19, 2006
The day started off fine with onli muscle cramps from the NAPFA yesterday.
During the intensive for Mother Tongue.
I was alright. It was recess. Went to canteen with ngiam.
I sense tat smth was wrong. so i didn eat.
Den the pain got SO JIALAT! i cannot take it.. but i didn say anything..
Till i reach the cafe! OMG! it was like @%&@%(@ pain.
Den NGIAM! my beloved bought me hotchoc and cake.
SORRY! i didn finish.but i ate it. Well, at least i ate some and vomitted out the some! LOL!
For the whole A maths lesson iwas head down. The pain was so so so unbearable!(i dunno how to spell) MY face started to turn hot. den.. cold sweat started to drip down my face. and i turned so pale and cold. it was as though some1 cutting my stomach or smth.
So, i didn pay attention and mdm shikin allowed me to "slp" i was feeling tired and lethargic though i didn do anything. So the class went off. and i SUDDENLY VOMITTED!
omg! den i was SO SO WEAK. i went to the canteen. Lied on the bench.
I WAS ABT TO dozed off... when ADELINE POKED ME!
i swear i was so weak that i couldn feel the pain and abt to dozed off. den adeline poke me and i felt the pain. lucky there wasnt alot of ppl in school later i malu. LOL!
den after tat.. i really damn tired lar.. and it's my first time so weak somemore. people call me i juz couldn open my eyes though i wanted to.
Den i heard a teacher's voice lar... Tried so hard to open my eyes. Though was quite happy that it was Ms Goh. but i was just too weak lar. Den she being the SO CARING teacher bought me mashed potato. and she "forced" me to eat so tat i can eat my medicine. YEs, so being the guai me.. i ate 3 mouth. and den. ate my medicine.. So itot i'll be fine.. BUT! i vomitted AGAIN!
OMG! the feeling is damn terrible.. I cannot take it.. I had to see doc.
So sorry, had to skip NCC! and PART A! im so so so so disappointed with u all. Do u noe wat u did reflect on how i manage u ppl? It's the same as when u have no manners, some ppl will say "don't ur parents teach u manners?" it's the same people. Is it bcos im not strict enough. Do u all really want me to be strict? Do u noe tat if im strict You people will nt like ncc? All i want from you people is to listen to watever ur senior regardless part B or C or the NCOs. It hurts me so much to see onli 1 person attend the training. AND do u noe it's onli farelynn. People! Please wake up! Is it so difficult to go for training? yes, i noe ur exam just finish. u wantto enjoy urself.
Do u noe, i install alot of activities for u guys today yet onli farelynn turn up? Pls part A Reflect on urself. Though i was sick, and really no energy, do u noe tat i was waiting to see at least half of u guys? In the end, i cant take it anymore. i had to leave. SEEING NO ONE THERE!
That's so saddening. hais.
Rested at home after seeking the doc.
THANKS you to those that actually ask how im doing and stuff:
-Ms Goh
-Manhong(thanks for being there for me ALL THE WAY)
-Kaien
-Nadia(thanks for running to buy the medicine! :D)
-NGIAM(for the hot choc and cake though i didn really touch much of it)
-SockHwee(for asking me wat happen and askin me to take care)
-daddy
-bErtrand
-Rabiatul(thanks for taking care of farelynn.)
-Lina
-Adeline(thanks for asking me to go home! :D)
-Khai(thanks for asking me to eat and go see doc and go home and also providing the cab fare though i didn accept it)
-The St john guy(Thanks for telling jokes when i was feeling terrible :D)
-Mdm Shikin(thanks for letting me rest in ur class when i was so lethargic, also thanks for holding the hot choc for me)
-Tryphoza(thanks for the tissue)
-Cleo(thanks for asking me to takecare before u went off)
-Clariss
-Shirla
-Salihin
-khairul
-Sherlyn
-Jungyi
-Shaohong
-tricia
-queenie
-Huifen
-Sheena
-Ziling
-Janice
-Nicholas(NgeeAnnPoly)
-Thanks to my sister hu actually came back to open the door for me! :D
now i noe i got caring friendS! :D
im thinking of you!
8:50 PM <3
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adeline