Feel the heat/ Saturday, February 03, 2007
Internet is such a amazing things. You will get to know of different people from different website. different programme that allows u to play games. Different program like Msn, yahoo messenger, icq, irc to let you know more people. My point is.. we can widen our social lifestyle this way. Amazing isnt it? However, there are more bad ppl den gd ppl on the net. Trying to con people's money. or juz.... pervertic ppl. But then, yes. there's still a handful of nice and caring people who have a nice heart to make more friends..
Juliet met Romeo on the net. They became very nice friends. very close friends. They understand each other well. Romeo was actually a not very decent person. however still decent compared to some really pervertic guys. Every guy has his urge isnt it? :) So Romeo and Juliet would always go online just to chat with each other and they appreciate each other and really enjoy each other presence.
One amazing and bright day, Juliet had already fallen for Romeo, and then the bad news came crashing on her!! *omg* Romeo broke the news to Juliet that he actually has a girlfriend already. Of cos Juliet act as if she's alright with the news and she act as if it didn affect her. At the moment of time, she already had blur vision and den.. it rolled down her cheeks. She decided to wait.. wait for the day when he's single.
Romeo on the other hand was sad too. Firstly because he and his gf has problem already. Secondly he doesnt want Juliet to be sad. However, he told the truth to Juliet becos he doesnt want Juliet to fall for him even more. But Juliet just couldn't get out of the hole already. Then, Romeo came out with this promise "Juliet, we'll get married if we're still single in 10 yrs time, okie?" Of cos Juliet without thinking said yes. Juliet so wants to cheat in this promise. She doesnt want to get attach. She knew it's dumb to fall in love with some1 she barely knew.. but it's juz this...cannot-be-describe feeling.
One quiet night, Romeo broke with his gf after a usual phonecall which he will always make. As delighted Juliet can get, she was sad as well. Sad that Romeo is sad. However, she's very happy to a certain extend. Then, it came crashing to her again. The next day... On a tuesday evening... Romeo told Juliet " I couldnt sleep for a night and also i thought through the whole day... And.. i...." Juliet cut him and told him " I understand. Dont worry i'll be fine" As strong as she wants to be, she just keep looking at the sky... Then again, she tasted the salty-ness... it just couldn stop flowing.. However.. she still put on a mask. Trying to be strong. So that Romeo would not have to worry about her.
Romeo felt very bad. He felt as though it's his fault. The fact that Romeo didn force Juliet to like him. Romeo even did ask her not to wait for him. Juliet just didn want to listen to Romeo. Juliet starts getting emotional every now and then. Romeo felt very sorry. He had this feeling that juz cant be describe. Is it a feeling of guilty-ness? A feeling of sadness? or just simply.... feeling bad? He doesnt know himself too. Romeo had this tiny tiny feeling for Juliet also in fact. However he still love his girlfriend. The fact that he loves 2 person seems so unreal to Juliet. Not that Juliet mind about this issue. Just felt uncomfortable about it.
Juliet then starts to think that she shouldnt make Romeo so troubled and all. She doesnt want Romeo to break with his gf. Then she decided she'll try to forget about Romeo, however.. no matter how hard she try.. She just cant. Becos to Juliet, Romeo is already a very very very impt person in her life. Romeo on the other hand couldn really make a decision about who he really wants to be with. Who he see himself living with in the next 50yrs. Bcos Romeo simply jus love both Juliet and his gf.
Juliet has to wait. She kp waiting and waiting and waiting. Not that she dont mind waiting, but Romeo is always there every night without fail to cheer her up. To clear her doubts. To hear her whin. To let her cry on. To let her complain. To let her vent her angers. All in all. He found himself doing everything to cheer her up. He doesnt want to see Juliet sad. And He doesnt mind Juliet's every single feeling and action.
Romeo has been a very nice guy. A very gentle and caring guy. A guy that almost extinct on earth already. Juliet was so happy to found him. Tat's also why she insist to wait. She believed one day.. regardless this life or next.. Romeo would be hers. And forever hers. Everyday.. Juliet will recieved an email from Romeo without fail. She's afraid that this will be a burden to him.
Romeo, I know u're reading this. Romeo, thanks for being there for me. Thanks for letting me Emo. thanks for cheering me up. Thanks for the email every morning. Thanks for letting my stress all gone at night. Thanks for giving me word of encouragement. Thanks for giving me courage. Thanks for picking me up when im down. Thanks for ur constant care and concern. Thanks for reminding me to eat. Becos of you, i learn to take care of myself and not to make u worry. Becos of u, i know how it feels like to be loved. Regardless what my friends or ppl around me would say abt this lame and dumb friendship, i'll still hang it on. Becos of u. Becos of ur charms. Becos of your lil love.
Romeo, Im nt perfect. I have my flaws too. Though I know u always say that im not a burden, irritant or demanding, but i know im too dependant on u already. And.. i want to know every lil issue in ur life too. Every small lil issue.. small matter in my life.. i jus want to tell u. I know it sounds so absurd. but...... Romeo, Im sorry if i've really irritate u in a way or another. Giving u more problems and more troubles.. I know i can be as naggy as u. Please pardon me alright? The fact is becos.. i care too much for u already.
dash dash (enter) less than three (enter) C!
u noe wat i mean! :))
im thinking of you!
12:40 AM <3
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